she was into s&m and bible studies, not everyones cup of tea she would admit ito me

[sicklysimon]

whirlwind weekend.
champagne poolside is the only way to roll.
swimming in undies.
deluca is fabulous.
cant bullshit a bullshitter.
warm nights.
cool drinks.
closet cases.
pride.
movie days in the ac.
american beauty is a great flick.
closer....not so much.
sideways: two thumbs way up.

{her cup of tea she would admit to me}/{random thoughts}

this bubble i almost burst.
this cushy college town.
my spoiled time alone.
my silly expectation thats not so silly.
watching lovers through my keyhole.
wondering how this can be done.
i understand the flight of the people.
prepare, launch and orbit round my thoughts.
what makes them so different?
what makes me so similar?

{her cup of tea she would admit to noone}

i miss home with an ever breaking heart.
i miss my grandmothers face, hair and hands.
i miss my aunts unconditional logic.
i miss my sisters glowing face, her sweet style of life.
i miss my mother, the hate, the love, the life we tried,