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[sicklitlesuicie]

(subject by dont look down) yeah so i took my car out for a spin today, the thing is sooo sick i swear its like driving a highly advanced rocket!! i played with my cat sasuke for about an hour and ate an awesome bowl of ramen, it sounds like im living in japan not connecticut. i am going to eastern tomorrow and with any luck i should be able to find a designated driver and wind up back home some time so i can finally post a journal with my mood being drunk, hahahaha. apperantly my brothers x works at the package store near my house and i think she has been totally under selling stuff so im gonna go get a 30 pack for the party and hopefully it will only be like 10 bucks. its so cool its like i have a secret connection, well not so secret now that its on the interweb but whateva. so i plan on getting crunked as those cool ganstars say. crunk of course meaning crazy drunk. however if i dont end up coming home i will end up sleeping in tommy's closet, well that is the plan unless his girlfriend is there which she most likely will be because i think somehow they turned into conjoined twins. so its either home, the closet, or the sofa. i still think home is the best choice but closet runs a close two and sofa just sucks. so we will see and hopefully my bro franco gets his car back so my million dollar modified space craft can be my chosen vessel of travel. but alas he is very unpredictable and its most likely i will end up in some shitty car that one of my friends drives. whatever though hopefully this can be the beginning to a fun filled weekend. enough posting for now. end transmission. ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh( so you know thats supposed to be a computerish buzzing sound)

Fall asleep to me
I'll be there when you wake up
When you start your day your right next to me But I can't explane
How feelings move so fast
Once they start I can't control how my heart Feels for you

But i never knew
I'd see you smile
I fade into your eyes
We'll be hangin out
Forehead to forehead
My hand held in yours
(i wish i had that):'(