Change for the Worse
Recently, I have noticed a change in myself... I don't feel in control anymore, I don't feel happy like I used to. Before, I could look at the world through child's eyes... and see everything as joy and wonder, and nothing could make me think that there was ever any dispare in the world. I saw fun in everything... laughter and good times were everywhere, and I felt great no matter what awfle things happened to me. What happened to those eyes I used to have... am I a broken man? I want to be a kid again. Because then I could not see what I see now. All I see is pain now... I hope I can go back to how I was before.