Aug 11, 2004 03:26
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what in the FUCK? again
i turn into the baby
the sensitive one.
the fucking clingy one
the insecure one
fuck that
because i tried to be nice and say hey lets print it out together you know because it does mean something to me beacuse we're getting somteihng that's gonna be on our bodies foreve.r wahtever because that shit hurt. yea fuck it. im sensitive. right. it's not taht im being sensitive. you always make shit seem like im a baby about it, or that im nothing without you. let me tell you something. im fine. it's all fucking good because i can take care of myself. you dont understand because you're the one saying taht shit. how woudl yoyu like it, if you wrote me a note or something that meant a lot to you
and i was like
ohh okay thats nice. maybe i will act like taht
so you can see how it feels.
uhhhgg i cant belive this. it's the worst fucking day ive had in a longggtg time.
fuck it anymore. waht's so good about it anyways?