looking back/ahead

Jan 03, 2010 22:47

I wasn't going to do a New Year's post, but I keep thinking about it, so here I am. 2009 was a huge year for me. I said that 2008 was a year of firsts; well 2009 was a year of refinement and discovery.

I started the year fawning over Spencer.
I returned to school and was given News Editor position.
I spent second semester working my ass off and trying to do a good job with the paper.
I fell for a girl which scared me and excited me.
I don't think I'll ever be able to forget the feeling, the excitement when things started with Jack. It was scary but it felt so right. We had so much fun together and I was discovering so much.
Summer, she and I broke up, and I went to the island. Spent two months or so working at a fudge shop and getting retarded every single night, met the craziest people I will probably ever know. Love it and miss it.
Quit because I started feeling high all the time.
Refined my "it" philosophy
School started and Jack and I got cozy the first night I was back.
School, school, school
Wrote an article where I accused a woman of having cancer who didn't. Fml.
Jack and I on and off, but I was happy in general
Semester ended, applied and interviewed for Editor in Chief. Got the position.
Drove with Jack down to Florida and she and I became even more close.
Had to say goodbye.

2010? I'm super excited. I start as Editor in Chief and somehow with a lost Jack and feeling a little lost and trying to figure out what's next, I think I'll find more comfort. I think this will be a year of comfort. Let it be.
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