"It's Been A Long Day Waiting For This..."
Things right now in life are good. Still got a lot of confusion going on in certain areas of it, but I really think that things are finally starting to look up. That's so great.
It took a while, but it finally sank in. What I've known all along has finally taken hold. Took long enough. I know that all of this isn't going to last. All the negative bullshit feelings I have right now, they'll fade. Why? Because I'm totally awesome. Seriously though. I know that when I finally land a job, and Ally gets one too, and everything kicks in, life will be going so full speed that I won't have time to dwell on problems. I shouldn't be now. People are tards. Can't change that. So, in a few months when I'm living up near J.C., and Ally and I have the most rockin' apartment in the world, I know that things are going to go fantastic. I'll feel accomplished. As for now, I'm finally starting to let go of certain things. Naturally it hurts, but I feel a sense of calm knowing that it will work out in the end. I might not like the results, but at least it will work out.
I really do think that I'm starting to get back to the old me. I've got a lot of rad friends, some that I don't see enough. They rock my face hardcore. But with all of the bullshit that's been going on with specific ones, I've been too busy to notice this, and sort of lost focus. Thanks to the reappearance of an old friend, I've been reminded of this. Not to mention all the faith a certain boy from Alabama has in me. Yeah, you're so bitchin', just like rock and roll baby.
Yeah, I am determined to make this summer one of the most memorable. It's already been so far. And anyway, it can only go up from here...
It took a while, but it finally sank in. What I've known all along has finally taken hold. Took long enough. I know that all of this isn't going to last. All the negative bullshit feelings I have right now, they'll fade. Why? Because I'm totally awesome. Seriously though. I know that when I finally land a job, and Ally gets one too, and everything kicks in, life will be going so full speed that I won't have time to dwell on problems. I shouldn't be now. People are tards. Can't change that. So, in a few months when I'm living up near J.C., and Ally and I have the most rockin' apartment in the world, I know that things are going to go fantastic. I'll feel accomplished. As for now, I'm finally starting to let go of certain things. Naturally it hurts, but I feel a sense of calm knowing that it will work out in the end. I might not like the results, but at least it will work out.
I really do think that I'm starting to get back to the old me. I've got a lot of rad friends, some that I don't see enough. They rock my face hardcore. But with all of the bullshit that's been going on with specific ones, I've been too busy to notice this, and sort of lost focus. Thanks to the reappearance of an old friend, I've been reminded of this. Not to mention all the faith a certain boy from Alabama has in me. Yeah, you're so bitchin', just like rock and roll baby.
Yeah, I am determined to make this summer one of the most memorable. It's already been so far. And anyway, it can only go up from here...