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first i think i'll finish my cigarette, i can't type without both hands and i need them both for this one because like i said, this will take awhile.
look and see what time it is. i've been waiting for a total of 6 hours for him to get back. i spoke with him last 2 1/2 hours ago and he was getting into his car to come home, BULLSHIT.
the last thing he said to me is i got you something. that tells me he's doing things he's not supposed to. and he's he's been awfully friendly with pills that have come out of the blue (and i might add, he's had no money).something is up. my husband is an ex-heroin addict. though he would never offer it to me, he knows better, i'd kill him. so what could it be. it's either another girl or heroin. he couldn't come home on that shit, i'd be able to tell. what the hell is going on. at one point tonight, he said there was something wrong with his phone, bullshit again. he just got that phone. so when i would call it it would ring either once or twice.
there he is gotta go find out what the fuck. tomorrow should be for some interesting reading, for me anyway.