Mar 21, 2005 07:28
its been a while since i updated from leigh's classroom. im killing time while he's coaching.
i have a doctors appointment today and i would just like to say how extremely fucked up i think it is that my parents go on vacation and tell me i have to put the dr's charge on my credit card. i dont have health insurance so i have to pay for the office visit. everytime i start paying off the balance of that fucking card, they ask me to use it for something else. even shit that isnt for me. my mom still owes me like $300 for clothes she bought on my credit card last year. i make one $50 payment every month and i just cant fucking get ahead. they gave my brother $200 for some alleged school expense and gave my sister $600 for late fees and registration, but they cant afford to pay for my doctors appt. but they can go out of town for several days.
i make minimum wage. i work part time. i cant afford this shit. i waited 3 months to see this doctor also. i still need to pay my cell phone bill. ugh!!!! i hate that they do this to me. im the only one with a job, and pay all my bills myself. my brother doesnt need have the shit the give him. they fill up his gas tank, no problem. when im running low on $$$ they bitch about having to give me money. this shit just pisses me off to no end. they pay everyone else's bills. cell phones, gas expenses, misc. things. how do they expect me to not be jealous and resentful?
i wanted to go out of town for spring break, but i definitely didnt forsee this expense. now im kinda fucked.
i am very unhappy.