friends?

[sickeningmark]

feeling sleepy...slightly alone...but for right now I'm ok with it. I need more in life though...sure I have a great fiance...and I'm very glad for that...but most of the time I feel like my friends don't even like me...I wish we'd hang out more...I'd bail on hanging out with Andrew for them...I see him all the time...and honestly I need some friends in my life. I feel like the majority of the people I meet here are just acquaintances...and I need some real, honest to god friends...I thought some people were...but I'm not really sure anymore...I hope I'm just reading things wrong...but hey, I don't know. I've got school to worry about for now...friends will have to wait

and maybe I'm not so great...maybe not