the past...fading away
why can't the past stay the past? Just when you have almost forgotten...it comes back. At least now it doesn't really bother me...I guess that's the important thing...and it doesn't phase me either. I mean, I guess it's expected. This will probably be my last entry...maybe I'll completely get rid of all forms of communication...block the past...that sounds good. Sad, but good. And don't tell me lies...don't say you'll ALWAYS love someone...unless you mean it. I've come to the conclusion that terms like ALWAYS shouldn't be said...cuz I end up being the only one that means it. I've told boys that, but they still say it anyway. I guess that's a sweet thought...maybe they really sincerely think that they mean it.
Oh well, life goes on...and right now life is good...I have lots of people that care about me and love me...and I'm actually pretty happy with myself...I'm learning to "love myself" if you will. But I'm off to paint faces and spend time with people who really care about me. I'm good...yes I am.
Oh well, life goes on...and right now life is good...I have lots of people that care about me and love me...and I'm actually pretty happy with myself...I'm learning to "love myself" if you will. But I'm off to paint faces and spend time with people who really care about me. I'm good...yes I am.