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i got tricked today. sposta be a party i went to with my mom about valentines things, but it turns out the hostess' were wedding planners, and my mom and i were the only ones there. so tonight my mom, andy and i are going to talk it over whether or not we will hire them.
ive always been the one to say i dont need a wedding planner, i am fully capable of creating and executing my own wedding. but there was a good point brought to the table...i have no one really to back me up and help me out. andrew is just as, if not more, artistic than i am and so i know he will help and i figured id just hold a lot of responsibility to shasta...but what if she cant make it [i mean she IS the bridal party] and what if something falls through. its just a lot of stress. and i figured andrew would tell me that we dont need one but when i told him on the phone he said 'whatever you want sweetheart' ...mmmm i LOVE him.
last night we took the bug [with no windows....we were FREEEEZING] to in-n-out and it was croooowded! oh my... got spider man 1 and 2. and we both conked out pretty early. i live for the weekends. last weekend....was just amazing. it was my first time feeling good in two weeks, and it was just what we needed.
incase u were wondering i was just on my death bed. i am not one to get scared of getting sick, i dont go get flu shots, i dont care if someone i know is feelin icky, ill still hang out with them and drink after them [like at the movies with jamie, she was ill and i had some of her soda] but this.....this scared the shit out of me. i told andrew not to come over for a few days. i couldnt even sit up....it was pure hell.
i told my mom, there is NO WAY i can make it to the hospital in vallejo. a couple days later i was well enough to sit up so we went to the doctors and she was talking about how i might have mono. i was like noooooo cuz it takes MONTHS to get over it, and i had been in bed dying for 2 weeks, i was so depressed....
got some blood drawn and it turns out i had a real bad kidney infection [i should have known when i couldnt inhale cuz it hurt...last time andy had to rush me to the E.R. for a kidney infection and i couldnt talk cuz i couldnt inhale it hurt so much]. the blood drawn showed i am extremely anemic [which i know already. and THAT sucks cuz it makes me hella tired...] and that i have a blood clot in my lung...
so we rushed down to vallejo to have tests done. i was so scared. i got xrays done and then i had to go in this room and lie down. they covered my nose so i couldnt breath out of it and they stuck a tube in my mouth with medicine in the air. then i go in another room and lie down and have pictures taken of my lung and the medicine shows up in the air in it. then this man came in and injected me [missed the first time, and it was all in the same area as the blood draw, so that arm was sore...] and then got some more pictures taken of the blood flow in my lung. it was like a 40 min wait between the x rays and the pictures, and then the pictures were about a 45 min process.
they told us 'we cant tell u the results....but if we throw her in a wheel chair and run her to the E.R., im sure you will get the hint' so we were told we could go home, and i was finally able to relax. i dunno why i tested positive for a blood clot if i dont have one.
but im fine now. ive been up and out of bed everyday since :) ana and i actually HUNG OUT! yay us! and it was fun and her lil buddha baby was there and she was suckin on my hand and biting me cuz shes teething. she can bite man....lol. they were helping me with andys present for our one year. im really excited, i think my ideas are starting to come together, i was so overwhelmed at first cuz i didnt know how the first thing about executing it. itll work out..
im gunna put on some elvis and get in the bath before my boyfriend comes over. i miss him.
ive always been the one to say i dont need a wedding planner, i am fully capable of creating and executing my own wedding. but there was a good point brought to the table...i have no one really to back me up and help me out. andrew is just as, if not more, artistic than i am and so i know he will help and i figured id just hold a lot of responsibility to shasta...but what if she cant make it [i mean she IS the bridal party] and what if something falls through. its just a lot of stress. and i figured andrew would tell me that we dont need one but when i told him on the phone he said 'whatever you want sweetheart' ...mmmm i LOVE him.
last night we took the bug [with no windows....we were FREEEEZING] to in-n-out and it was croooowded! oh my... got spider man 1 and 2. and we both conked out pretty early. i live for the weekends. last weekend....was just amazing. it was my first time feeling good in two weeks, and it was just what we needed.
incase u were wondering i was just on my death bed. i am not one to get scared of getting sick, i dont go get flu shots, i dont care if someone i know is feelin icky, ill still hang out with them and drink after them [like at the movies with jamie, she was ill and i had some of her soda] but this.....this scared the shit out of me. i told andrew not to come over for a few days. i couldnt even sit up....it was pure hell.
i told my mom, there is NO WAY i can make it to the hospital in vallejo. a couple days later i was well enough to sit up so we went to the doctors and she was talking about how i might have mono. i was like noooooo cuz it takes MONTHS to get over it, and i had been in bed dying for 2 weeks, i was so depressed....
got some blood drawn and it turns out i had a real bad kidney infection [i should have known when i couldnt inhale cuz it hurt...last time andy had to rush me to the E.R. for a kidney infection and i couldnt talk cuz i couldnt inhale it hurt so much]. the blood drawn showed i am extremely anemic [which i know already. and THAT sucks cuz it makes me hella tired...] and that i have a blood clot in my lung...
so we rushed down to vallejo to have tests done. i was so scared. i got xrays done and then i had to go in this room and lie down. they covered my nose so i couldnt breath out of it and they stuck a tube in my mouth with medicine in the air. then i go in another room and lie down and have pictures taken of my lung and the medicine shows up in the air in it. then this man came in and injected me [missed the first time, and it was all in the same area as the blood draw, so that arm was sore...] and then got some more pictures taken of the blood flow in my lung. it was like a 40 min wait between the x rays and the pictures, and then the pictures were about a 45 min process.
they told us 'we cant tell u the results....but if we throw her in a wheel chair and run her to the E.R., im sure you will get the hint' so we were told we could go home, and i was finally able to relax. i dunno why i tested positive for a blood clot if i dont have one.
but im fine now. ive been up and out of bed everyday since :) ana and i actually HUNG OUT! yay us! and it was fun and her lil buddha baby was there and she was suckin on my hand and biting me cuz shes teething. she can bite man....lol. they were helping me with andys present for our one year. im really excited, i think my ideas are starting to come together, i was so overwhelmed at first cuz i didnt know how the first thing about executing it. itll work out..
im gunna put on some elvis and get in the bath before my boyfriend comes over. i miss him.