feel special ashlie, cause u hella made my night!!!

[sickenedbyyou]

Yeah so crazy that you would remember me.... so yeah ... I went to my www.livejournal.com and ... just read a few to Jamie ... and a few to my self ... ..... So that Jamie and me could get caught up.... since becoming a mom.... look out on life ... has changed a lot.... so yeah ...now my crazy letter to you ....when i was in high school ... I was one of the people who always saw you thought wow ... that girl is a cool girl ...I one day want to friends with that girl..... I am finding out now... from Jamie... that when i was in high school...i was ... Not always the nicest person in the world and I never even knew it I was always in my own little world!!... and I wanted to say sorry if you were ever on the other end of me not being so kind to ... that’s all besides the point ... I know this is going to sound crazy .....But over the years (since I left vanden) random people in my life have talked about ... you... (A lot of random people) always good things.... after reading your live journal thing.... I find my self saying yep that is one very cool girl ... the way you write ... and portray your life ... is amazing to me ... and finding out that we have a lot in common ... its crazy ... and I know ... I will probably never be one of those girls... or even a friend ... you would ever want to talk to ... but this is just a note to say.... nikki ... you are one cool girl.... I am happy that you are finding happiness in your life.... you are a beautiful girl ... and deserve all the good things in your... life........ And even as a me.... a nobody that does not know you that well ... you shine brighter than most.... and I hope you have a good life.... and I hope that you take joy in all that comes your way ....
Ashlie

p.s. this is my apology for any mean thing that I did to you and never even knew it ... if I did!!!!And yeah ... I am a dork... so sorry ... if this is crazy to you....but i hope that .... it make's you see .... that you a a great .. person ... even if its only for like 2 min ... and i know i dont know you well ... but i do know .... who ever you come in contact with ... only has good things to say about you