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I want to wear a dress a skirt..I want to put on some crazy ass makeup and go out.....It's funny..Violet Skyy always watches me when I put on my makeup..Ha..I can't wait to put on makeup on her...It's a cycle..I remember watching my mom put on makeup..She would leave and I would put it on after..I couldn't wait to put it on..Mostly eyeliner and lipstick..I can't live without it..My little 14 year old twin sisters grew up watching me put on makeup..THEY love when I put it on them...Last week I saw Heather (one of the twins) burn her eyeliner..I was soo damn proud..haha!! ...I need to pluck my eyebrows...sighs..
OK..I'm making this post friends only b/c..I'm going to bitch about a damn dress I'm going to wear for my cousin Anabel's wedding...I'm one of her bride's maids...whatever!! ...If you don't know by now..I've been dressing in black/red/grey since...wooooooooo...1990 or so.Yup..Most of my clothes are black..PJ's, socks, bras, panties (WHITE UNDERWEAR SHOULD BE BAND..ewww) ..EVERYTHING...I won't sleep in a white shirt if it came down to it..How pathetic is that..lol......So anyways I'm going to be wearing a NORMAL LIGHT PURPLE DRESS!! ...For the love of God..Now if it was a dark purple..I'd be ok...WHatever!! Anything for her I guess...See how much I love you girl..OK..It won't be friends only..fuck it...You should know anyways..But..This is your day girl..so..if you want me to wear it..I will....The sad part about it ..is that I'm coming out with ANOTHER GUY..Mike is not going to be in it..WHY ..you might ask..B/c Anabel is picking the girls..and her boy is picking out the guys...so...I'm stuck..Mike is upset b/c I'm going to be in CHURCH with another guy..EWWW...Oh well..I tried talking to her..but...it's a no go......SEE..HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ANABEL?? ..........................
..I'm sick...I feel like shit..I want to sleep..BUT..I can't.....................
Ah the baby is crying....................................