Buzz Thoughts..
I love this song by Chris Issack..I know it;'s old..I remember when it came out..I was in highschool....DAMN highschool..10 years AGO..Damn..I'm old....and buzzed..
Changing the subject..I'm hearing some classic Mexican music..Soo romantic...I love to hear the stories my grandparents tell..How my grandma and grandpa met.........The struggles of living in Mexico..then coming to USA...My mom was only seven when they came....They moved to San Fransico ...they moved to Santa Cruz..to Watsonville.....then here to LA..and well..We are here...Deal it with it..
It was nice to take Violet Skyy to visit them..It's where you catch me talking spanish..Isn't spanish a sexy language..I think so..but that's b/c I'm mexican...I was looking forward eating some food too...but..no I we had CHEESEBURGERS..ha..So Finally ..Why am I do have Stevie Wonder on here..haha..B/c I love this song..My Cherie Amour...see..I have all kinds of music on here..more than 2000..I think....ALL kinds....damn this shit doesn't make sense....So my little one is sleeping..
I miss her already..I love the feeling of someone NEEDING ME..Being 100% ..NO DOUBTS..You are number one in their eyes...b/c they are your eyes....I love that she loves to hear my heartbeat..b/c it's HOME TO HER..I love that she will someday smile FOR ME..I look foward her saying..I WANT MY MOMMY!!! Yeah right..I know when the time comes..I;ll be like..OH God..FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!! But I doubt it..b/c I wasn't like that with my little twin sisters...They are 14 already..I'm like their COOL SISTER..ha..They are funny..I see myself in them..talking about boys..drama at school..,parties..what people are wearing..malls..etc..They come and tell me..I catch myself saying..HEY HEATHER..SO WHAT WENT DOWN TODAY!! Just to hear the new gossip..HA..At the same time they come to me for advice..I can be a kid with them ...But..it's like starting over with Violet Sky..I loved them..as their were mine..Can you imagine...the love I have for my own daughter..It's one of those Pleasure zones in life that I've hit..I get all emotional..I love being a mom..I love being a wife..These days I find myself loving myself for once in my life...
Changing the subject..I have that Dirty Dancing song in here..haha..IT's OH lover Boy...Eww..smells like Chicken Wings ..ewww..I can't stand that smell...makes me want to gag..I hate food right now..I haven't been the same since my c-section..nothing really have REAL TASTE TO IT..I can't stand the thought of Pizza.........I know what I want..Chinese noodles....they eat them like chips..
Ha..the Carpnters..ok..you've reached my cheesy side....Everytime..Your around..Just like me...they long to be ...close to you..haha..Funny thing..I used to live in Downey..and that's where they are from..They have streets named after them..haha..If only you knew..how run down that city is..It's like 30 min away from me....
OK..HELLO STRANGER..haha..OMG..Isn't she fucking cool...I'd love to sing on stage..ha..YEs I know how to sing..some what...SOME WHAT..I'll do that damn keroyoke (not doing a fucking spell check on that damn word).. fucking bullshit.....LA LA LA ALLALA.
ELVIS..b.c I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH BABY..WHY CAN'T YOU SEe..WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO ME....OMFG..hahaa..the women he left behind..Where they bi..? They have a bi look to them..lol..of course all the bi women in my life...Damn..they are hotttt!!!
I miss dressing up..I do..but..NOt to go any where...I want to go out..We were going to go out yesterday..but Mike was sick..so we stayed in..I was soo looking forward to it...
Mike is playing xbox with my brother..I don't get it..I don't get games..that's just me..I have other things to do..Don't ge me wrong I do like the old games...but..the new games..forget it..ONE BUTTON FOR THIS..one for that..hold this..with that at the same time..WTF..What ever happen to SELECT..START A AND B..WTF..codes for this..codes for that..this play and that play..It drive me crazy..so..I stay away..My time...
OOH PINK FLOYD...Pink floyd..I love pink floyd..one of my top bands.....damn I'm out here.