Jan 20, 2005 06:55
FUCK! This year hasn't been anything else but shit. I'm losing contact with some of my good friends, and I feel like a joke to most others. No-body takes me for real and if you're reading this, FUCK YOU. Yeah thats right, FUCKS! I don't know why people treat me like I'm not the same person I was a year ago. In fact I'm the only person that hasn't changed in case you forgot. I still act the same, dress the same, etc... I don't fall into these little kid trends like most people. I'm also tired of these fake ass shits running around thinking they're better then me and everyone else. No one speaks the truth anymore and I think to myself, why? Is it because people are to afraid to say whats really on their mind? I also don't understand all this two timing and shit talking behide peoples backs. "Friends." of mine still lie to me, and they don't understand that I can read past their bull shit.
What makes this new year suck even more, is that I still need a fucking job, I have to move out soon, my sleep pattern is all fucked up, my family gets on my last nerve, and then all this pity retarded bull shit with people I call "friends."
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!!