i want to live with passion
i am feeling so empty. and so LOST. i don't even know how to begin to explain it all. the same two things have been running through my head for the past 3 weeks. and it's really driving me crazy. i don't know what to do. i know what i want to do, but i have no one to express it to. no one who i know will stand behind me.
i want to figure things out.
i want to take time off.
i want to get help.
i want to feel better so that eventually, someday, i can have "that" life that i dream of.
but for now i should go and read. i'll say that i'm going to read and study for the tests i have coming up. but i'll probably just end up sitting there, racking my brain until i get so frustrated with myself and everything that i just end up going to sleep.
i want to escape the torture i'm putting myself through.
i want to figure things out.
i want to take time off.
i want to get help.
i want to feel better so that eventually, someday, i can have "that" life that i dream of.
but for now i should go and read. i'll say that i'm going to read and study for the tests i have coming up. but i'll probably just end up sitting there, racking my brain until i get so frustrated with myself and everything that i just end up going to sleep.
i want to escape the torture i'm putting myself through.