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emilyy's recital was amazing. a powerful word she said(i think, im really horrible at quotes). but not one bit short of it. i just kind of wanted to melt into the air. i watched the bow and her fingers cooperate with eachother to precision executions of notes that cut through me and it really was utterly amazing. breathless.
after the recital she had dinner with her family and some other guests so for a while i just rode my bike in the cold. it was so nice to finally get on my bike again. the air was i think 12 degrees fahrenheit. my toes froze but i didnt care. i wanted to feel that burning in my legs and lungs. i wanted to feel the air biting me. i wanted freedom for an hour. i only stopped riding when my toes were completely numb and it felt like i might need some sort of fire to get them thawed. thankfully not so.
so then i spent the night with emilyy. i had an awesome time.
after the recital she had dinner with her family and some other guests so for a while i just rode my bike in the cold. it was so nice to finally get on my bike again. the air was i think 12 degrees fahrenheit. my toes froze but i didnt care. i wanted to feel that burning in my legs and lungs. i wanted to feel the air biting me. i wanted freedom for an hour. i only stopped riding when my toes were completely numb and it felt like i might need some sort of fire to get them thawed. thankfully not so.
so then i spent the night with emilyy. i had an awesome time.