Feb 06, 2006 21:24
so its happened again. the ridiculous luck i have. bad luck.
no one to blame. just luck.
maybe theres just something about girls who are in love that makes me like them.
anyways im not persuing her anymore.
this situation has made me think tho.
all this solitary life, is it going to make it harder later?
will i just grow bitter? i hope not. my jovial self seems quite resilient.
i liken the feelings i have for looking for a relationship to starving. i just feel more and more like i need one.
and i say beware the wolves
there are wolves, i am one of them