Writer's Block: Youthful Transgressions
Wow, writing down all the things I regret would make such a long list. I regret ever letting anyone, and still do, making me feel as though I am not worth being loved. Or that I am not good enough. When I look back to my school days most of what I remember is being bullied for so many years. I should have stood up for myself better. And when we moved and I got to a new school and one of the bullies moved and started in my class and told everyone that I used to be sick when I was younger (epilepsy), I shouldn't have just hidden in the background again.
I regret losing my best friend because I was unsure of whether or not to get involved romantically with him, and I regret choosing my ex over him because of it. Even thought I had stronger feelings for my ex. Part of me regret that relationship, even though I still love him.
(despite being a jackass).
Most of all I regret not being able to save my dad.
I regret losing my best friend because I was unsure of whether or not to get involved romantically with him, and I regret choosing my ex over him because of it. Even thought I had stronger feelings for my ex. Part of me regret that relationship, even though I still love him.
(despite being a jackass).
Most of all I regret not being able to save my dad.