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soccer was awesome as usual, it was nice to see danielle.
nothing of significance happened this week and that's okay. the problem is, i'm okay with that. i didn't complain or feel lonely. i wasn't upset to remain in my room and sleep most of the week away. i was just fine speaking to absolutely no person. i didn't even talk to myself and pretend someone was there.
i just want to play some ping pong with a significant other, i swear.
i want to feel small again, like a child.
i learned today that anorexia is about control and hypersomnia is about avoidance
i want to fuck you like an animal!
don't reach out phil, don't extend, don't try to touch nothing
leave alone, be a darkened figure!
oh and why is the mood "indifferent" a smiley face. that's is the worst fucking emotion anyone can ever fucking feel.
oh, i'm totally indifferent to the ax-murder of your mother--smile!
nothing of significance happened this week and that's okay. the problem is, i'm okay with that. i didn't complain or feel lonely. i wasn't upset to remain in my room and sleep most of the week away. i was just fine speaking to absolutely no person. i didn't even talk to myself and pretend someone was there.
i just want to play some ping pong with a significant other, i swear.
i want to feel small again, like a child.
i learned today that anorexia is about control and hypersomnia is about avoidance
i want to fuck you like an animal!
don't reach out phil, don't extend, don't try to touch nothing
leave alone, be a darkened figure!
oh and why is the mood "indifferent" a smiley face. that's is the worst fucking emotion anyone can ever fucking feel.
oh, i'm totally indifferent to the ax-murder of your mother--smile!