im gonna die trying..

[sick_with_tears]

i remember now why i named my journal sick with tears..everytime i cry and am upset i get physically sick..my stomach is killing me and i cant concentrate on anything..i decided to make this entry public..cuz i guess i wanna know that im not alone and that there is other people whos life is in shambles..i cant do anything right..

I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
but I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore
On a different day if I was safe in my own skin
then I wouldn't feel so lost and so frightened
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin