so, my first day back....
well the trip down here was long and boring of corse. but once i got here i dont think i had one spare moment to think, but then again, i wasnt actually capable of thouht last night it was a party indeed. im now i guess, in a band as of 3am last night.my cousins boyfriend kinda interviewed me, it was pretty aquard but he said im exactly what he is looking for and he apparently cant wait to practice cuz were going to meet up tomorrow to have me meet everyone and practice for the first time, which im completely scared to do =(...but at the same time excited. amazingly i had a very in depth conversation with him, one of those bonding conversations. which i tihkn we both find funny because before and earier in the day we were basically bitchy to each other now were all good. im really hoping this is a step forward for me, to have an outlet for my rage, screaming my lungs out(lol, yea that kinda band..if i can even do it) and ranting some hateful shit =).