Had a few drinks...
Ok so I'm kinda drunk. I've had about 2/3's of a bottle of vodka and while I could stand to be far more pissed I'm gonna finish my drink and go to bed.
My sister is over but she's just gone to bed so I'm bored, and she didn't get as drunk as me cause she only had like 2 and a half drinks and they were weak as while I've been having half and half.
I've just got so much to fucking do and I'm stressing so badly, I just wanna go back to my old way of coping but I can't afford to lose it now, so I'll just have this one night and be pissed and then be a grown up again tomorrow. I think that's fair.
I have to pack up the whole fucking house (and trust me, my nan owns a lot of shit) as well as organise everything in between dealing with my own stuff. I just feel like I'm gonna reach breaking point soon and I don't know what to do.
My sister is over but she's just gone to bed so I'm bored, and she didn't get as drunk as me cause she only had like 2 and a half drinks and they were weak as while I've been having half and half.
I've just got so much to fucking do and I'm stressing so badly, I just wanna go back to my old way of coping but I can't afford to lose it now, so I'll just have this one night and be pissed and then be a grown up again tomorrow. I think that's fair.
I have to pack up the whole fucking house (and trust me, my nan owns a lot of shit) as well as organise everything in between dealing with my own stuff. I just feel like I'm gonna reach breaking point soon and I don't know what to do.