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[sick]

Sometimes I'll feel unfit. Many times. Most of the time I feel unfit - permanently on the outside despite my appetite and eagerness. And I feel wasted because every itch leads to a dead end. Most of the time I never gave myself a chance, and I should've at least given myself two. I'm completely indecisive. I lose interest in people, conversations, and projects (involving other people. I'm quite fond of my solo adventures.) the good thing about humans in general is their craving to make good conversation. I am unfit and on the outside because I don't like to repeat myself, i'm picky, and I don't want to know anybody who isn't worth knowing. You must make my eyes swell damn quickly or else I'll leave you alone and you'll never get anything out of me. But even those the one that makes my eyes twitch can't get anything without a fight. I've come to two conclusions:

If only I knew how to speak to express myself, I'd be a million ways different.

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everyone should be told that music is to be timeless. Those who don't know what it means, should stop making music.

Thanks