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Umm Lets see, what is there to say? way too much, but ill try to do a quick recap of this past week. For this past week i have been on a so called vacation in the beautiful mountains of georgia. I call it a so-called vacation because it was with my grandparents. Those types of vacations are never relaxing, but in the back of our minds we always think it will be different. But unfortunately it never is, although my grandmother was called out on her behavior, rather harshly, but it didnt seem to matter. Both, my mom, my brothers, and I received blow after blow. She has gotten so good, that with one insult, she can hurt all of us at once, now that is talent lol. After she was called out on her behavior with my cousin's friend, she went on to say that my parents screwed up when raising me as a tomboy, and that i turned out messed up. Gee thanks for the compliment grandma. And the worst part is, is that wasnt even the worst comment, but i wont rant here, it was pretty much her same ole stuff, just a new day. Im so glad my cousins came though cause that at least got me away from that. Anna and Jared are so awesome and i wish i knew them better.
The only other halfway important thing that happened was that i was able to get my mother to be completely pissed off at me, where she is barely talking to me, mostly because my father is making her. So what could i have done that was so horrible? Well i got my airplane ticket to go up to new york in august. And on the ride from the mountains to our hotel room tonight, she was riding me about not searching for family, and that she doesnt know why im going up to new york, and i was like, whatever and told her about going to see my aunt. I have never seen her soooo upset with me. She went on to tell me how much of a bad person she is, and that she hates everyone, and yada yada yada. I told her about my dream, so basically thought nothing of it, and said it didnt mean anything, and she really hasnt said anything to me since then. I told my dad when we got to the motel that i would go on home, which is a 4 hour drive, but he made me stay since it is so late. So yeah it has been interesting, and i know i shouldnt have told her, but it sorta just came out. I dunno what im searching for, but i certainly dont want to ruin my relationship with my mom over it. It is just something i want to do, i HAVE to go see my aunt. I feel so bad that i cant hate her for what happened between her and my mom, and her and my grandma, but i just cant. I remember loving her soo much, and i haven't seen her in 12 years. I really want to see her again, but i hope im doing the right thing. Anyway time for bed, gotta get back to tally early tommorow. GO ITALIA!!!!!!
The only other halfway important thing that happened was that i was able to get my mother to be completely pissed off at me, where she is barely talking to me, mostly because my father is making her. So what could i have done that was so horrible? Well i got my airplane ticket to go up to new york in august. And on the ride from the mountains to our hotel room tonight, she was riding me about not searching for family, and that she doesnt know why im going up to new york, and i was like, whatever and told her about going to see my aunt. I have never seen her soooo upset with me. She went on to tell me how much of a bad person she is, and that she hates everyone, and yada yada yada. I told her about my dream, so basically thought nothing of it, and said it didnt mean anything, and she really hasnt said anything to me since then. I told my dad when we got to the motel that i would go on home, which is a 4 hour drive, but he made me stay since it is so late. So yeah it has been interesting, and i know i shouldnt have told her, but it sorta just came out. I dunno what im searching for, but i certainly dont want to ruin my relationship with my mom over it. It is just something i want to do, i HAVE to go see my aunt. I feel so bad that i cant hate her for what happened between her and my mom, and her and my grandma, but i just cant. I remember loving her soo much, and i haven't seen her in 12 years. I really want to see her again, but i hope im doing the right thing. Anyway time for bed, gotta get back to tally early tommorow. GO ITALIA!!!!!!