Oct 30, 2005 18:52
I'm going to the doctors tomorrow. Hopefully I'll find out what's wrong with me.
"You're not suppose to run away from your problems because later on they will catch up to you.
Just remember everything does happen for a reason."
Even tho I'm hurting so much, I think about that statment all the time and it's true and that's how I get through life even tho I wish things were better because idk if I can take any of this anymore.
This will be the first year that my brother and I won't go to my grandma's house and say trick or treat. Maybe I should go there just so I can take a look inside since I haven't seen it in almost a year. And that they won't be here for Halloween. This will also be the first year that we don't have Thanksgiving with them either.
I miss them so much and Idk if I can ever get better and move on from this.