we lost the baby
on the 29th we lost the baby. there was no heartbeat. the dr pretty much told us there was no heart that had developed. I had a d and c done on the 30th. I am pretty depressed right now, and feel like my heart is breaking to the point to where I can not fix it. I know time will heal this, I think, but I don't know how long. I do not feel whole. Joe has been there for me, but at the same time, I have to wonder how many times I have to go through this. This is the second time. I have had three pregnancies, that the docotors know of but 5 that I know of, only 1 live birth. I feel like I could die right now.