to kur:
i don't know you well. i've only spoken to you... twice. but i want you to know that despite everything's.. horrible.. now, and it has been in the past, undeniably in the future. but someday, and hopefully soon, you'll be able to find your euphoria. for now it does seem like people pass you by like a statue, like you're stuck there...
but trust me. you'll find it. or maybe it'll find you. not necessarily a person, no, but a thing. a way. somehow you'll shine through and people will see you.
this is just something to try and cheer you up coming from my perspective.. :/ but... i do know that things will get better, because once you've hit bottom, there's nowhere else to go but up, and though it may hurt to try to climb up, it may be frustrating, i'll bet you can conquer it like a motherfuck.
but trust me. you'll find it. or maybe it'll find you. not necessarily a person, no, but a thing. a way. somehow you'll shine through and people will see you.
this is just something to try and cheer you up coming from my perspective.. :/ but... i do know that things will get better, because once you've hit bottom, there's nowhere else to go but up, and though it may hurt to try to climb up, it may be frustrating, i'll bet you can conquer it like a motherfuck.