Bleeding Mascara
Today was nice no one called,no one was around me finally i had time to just sit and suffer from my nostalgia.Too just sit there and think about this and that nice.I thought about going back too school alot but then i would remmeber how i did in school.Ah i never really was a real big hit at school i have this problem and its called teachers!
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First off? oh so you hate it when I call? i see how it is... I'll just let you be alone. I'll be lonely... which im not sure i can do so u should just pretend to love it when i call so i wont be lonely :p! hehe j/p. Thats crazy how you were talking about your mom and your dad. Funny cuz we were just talking about ur dad like... an hour ago? I am really sorry though. Always remember the people around you who love you no matter what. I'm always here... (mushy... ik and your probably like omg here we go..) but deal with it okay! And I wish that whole memory thing was possible... but for me thats what they made alcohol for, so I dont have to think and drive myself absolutely fucking crazy by memories. I hate it, I really do. And the only time when im not driving myself absolutely crazy is when im with you and trish or drunk pretty much. So you cant ever kill yourself because I would just up and die right there. And i hate love too... just bullshit. And I hate her too for doing the shit to you that she did. She really is a WHORE-able person. But remember I love you and the people around you love you too. I'm always here..
Shay
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