Aug 29, 2016 17:56
Yep, we are pregnant. S is very happy while I want to be pretty low-key about it. I don't think I'm being pessimistic or negative... I guess it's still early and I can't feel a connection yet to this little blob we call "Whowhat". All I'm doing right now is dealing with pregnancy symptoms: I get really hungry in the middle of the morning and in the afternoon... positively ravenous. I'm queasy in the mornings, but I think it's because of the prenatal vitamins. I wake up in the middle of the night to pee, but I think that may be because I'm consciously forcing myself to start drinking more water, hence the nightly visits to the watercloset.
Right now I'm lavishing a lot of love on my firstborn... I enjoy looking at him, patting his head, hugging him and kissing him. Unconsciously I think he is more precious to me now that we're having a new baby. He will always be my baby!
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Work's getting tough again. Still the same problem of me trying to get a hold of people, and coordinating with people. Eventually I'll end up being a hermit with S if we keep going on like this. Sigh. I have to grit my teeth and just get on with it.
baby,
work