Life *sighs*

Dec 17, 2006 00:28

Hey everyone,

I can kind of type again but I have a good amount of time so we will see how this goes. Okay where to start? Well with my injury sounds just about right.

Well I hurt my hand a little while back, I was making lunch and I dropped a ceramic bowl on my countertop. I tryed to catch it and it broke and the larger part laserated my hand very badly. I went to the hospital, and need to get the stiches out in a few days. It has been really really ruff latly. I am SO frusterated about not being able to do day to day things, I have become iratable but above all rather depressed. College apps time has come around and it could not of happened at a worse time, I could not type any essays, but I am going to give that a shot tomarrow after work i guess.

On a lighter note my Wii has been alright, I could play it due to the mostly motion censer games. I picked up Excite Truck and I have Wii Sports and Zelda. The other day I got my Bro Dragonball Z: Budokia Tenkichi 2 for Wii for Xmass. Sadly he found where I hid it and I just gave it to him as an early present. I watched him play a bit its pretty awsome, and I tryed for a little while too, im not too good cuz of my hand but I can still do it lol.

I did go to the HandJ tourny and watched it seeing as I could not tear up the stage as Merrik due to my hand. I was however entered in the Mage duel as one of the fallowers of Xale Elentar. I faced Gordos character Kane Warren, and lost. It was okay because it was a fun battle, I attempted to cast bind and missed, when I threw the packet I felt sharp pain and I decided that I should defensive cast. I cast Sheild and Phantom Sheild but before I could cast Reflect or Spellsheild I was his with Bind. Now the reason the battle was so fun is because I physically dodged nine or ten of Gordos spells, some at close range. Hearing the oooo and awww of the crowd was pretty neat. It was a fun battle and lucky I did not hurt my hand seeing as I avoided all right type rolls.

Christmas is comming up and there is no Snow on the ground! I personally think this is an effect of global warming, but im not touching that lol. Like that movie happy feat where thoughs damn Fox News republicans were more concerened about the fact that they thought the penguin was gay rather then the message of the film! Global warming is a real threat, and thoughs homophobic dick wads who think being gay is a sin against man and you will burn in hell fail to see that the movie Happy Feet is about the threat on mother nature! I mean god damn how homophobic do you have to be to have Penguin Gaydar? Mabey they should stop being so pinhole viewed and stop paying the damn church who harbors pedofiles and men who are actually gay and think the devil possessed them and think on their own. I just dont agree with religous exstreemists who miss interpritate the bible from good holy stories that have a moral to teach you to be a good person and love others, into this horrid world hating ideoligy!

Anyways today is the first day of Chahanika! YAY! And Christmas is comming up, but it just does not feel like it at all, mabey I need to surround myself with people who are in the spirit? Depression seems to rain supreme for me during this season. Somthing bad always happens around this time of year for me. And this year, its no different. The depression is here due to the hand thing, and Christmas eve is the day my Grandfather died last year, o and I have to work nine hours that day at damn Rite Aid. Today I also heard Timmy Graphs mom died, she was only 58, he is a good kid and that is very sad, I feel bad for them. There is not really much I actually to want for chrismas, I had a hard time making the list and could not think of much to tell Jordan, although she knew what to get me I think. I also still have to do a lot of shopping, and I got my secret santa at Rite Aid a gift card which is good.

I think I have the power to tell time. The other day I guessed what time it was in the car with Jordan to see if my hunch was right. I guessed 6:04 randomly, and I turned on the car and it was six o 4! When jordan looked it had changed but she belived me. I did this because I have been weirding myself out a bit I guess the exact time with out looking numerous times in a row every few hours to test this, and after I got my stiches I guessed it to my mom and I was two min off. Its just odd. I suppose I have a really great internal clock, but thats also weird cuz I have been having trouble sleeping and then getting up before 2 or 3. Also I cant work out with this hand so I have been a little slugish.

Lets see what eles, well my hand is uber soar so one more topic.

I have been having REALLY weird deams latly, involving numerous people I know, but I dont remember them until like a day later. And they are really weird, not in the fact of like high on acid weird (lol) but the like perfectly real life but never could happen unless in an alternate dimension weird. I dont really want to offend anyone, or make anyone think this is what goes on in my head lol, so I wont really specify. But it odd really and they are reaccuring, especially a certain particular one that really leaves a lasting effect on me. I think these are due to my odd life latly and my odd sleeping habbits, and emotional swings I guess. Also the HUGE amounts of stress onset by College, Work, life, inability to do things, and a few people around me at times. Other than that I guess I am not really sure what to think.

Well I guess I will finish the rest when im up to it!

Over and Out!

Sibbie
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