Nov 23, 2009 23:57
So. It's done. I don't regret it; Christ it's been coming since forever. Still makes me sad, though, letting everyone down like that. And my unresolved issues that I can't resolve here will stay out, thanks much.
At least I spared Sephiroth a death, the one good point in all this shit. I'm sure he's elated.
Dante's annoyed at me stressing myself out, the vampire's pissy because I'm dragging at Salkia, the others are just...silent. Smart kids, those. Still, I just want to crawl in a hole somewhere and claw the fuck out of whatever idiot dares stick his/her/its face in it.
I need to get away. Far away and just go. Too bad the shit's addictive.
-insert massive and heavy sigh here-
Still, I suppose a benediction's fitting.
Aa' menle nauva calen ar' ta hwesta e' ale'quenle
Aa' menealle nauva calen ar' malta
Lissenen ar' maska'lalaith tenna' lye omentuva
Tenna' san'.
((May thy paths be green and the breeze on thy back
May your ways be green and golden
Sweet water and light laughter till next we meet
Until then farewell.}}