Confessions of a Teenage Geek. Part 5
Title: Confessions of a Teenage Geek.
Entries: 35-60
Pairing: 1x2
Rating: [story] R / [chapter] R
Warnings: [story] Sexuality, Sexual Situations, Angst / [chapter] Sexuality, Sexual Situtation, Angst
Summary: Heero's switched schools, and now he must learn to fit in with a much more snobby crowd.
Notes: This is a series of short journal entires.
Thanks to prussianblue1x2 for beta'ing this for me.
Date: 12/22/xx (Saturday)
Entry: 035
When I asked Duo today about his sudden shyness of last night, he laughed about it. I’m not sure what to make of it. In fact it made me feel a little agitated. Why would my questioning that make him laugh? He can be odd sometimes I believe, perhaps that’s all there is to it.
He came over to my house today and we spent the day talking and playing various games. When my mom and dad left for the store, we kissed again. It was a bit awkward at first, but once we relaxed everything changed. I have to say that although the prospect of having someone shove their tongue in your mouth is gross, it’s actually very nice.
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Date: 12/31/xx (Monday)
Entry: 036
I’m spending New Year’s with Duo. He told me he has something special planned for me at midnight. I’ve made several attempts to find out what we’ll be doing, but he just grins at me and tells me it’s a surprise. I always get nervous about surprises.
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Date: 1/01/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 037
I have to say that I was glad Duo didn’t tell me what he had in mind. His big plan for me? To sneak out and watch the city’s fireworks display over the lake. As we watched the night sky light up, he took my hand in his and held it tightly. He turned to me and in an almost sheepish way asked me to be his boyfriend. I have to admit that it caught me off guard. We’ve already been on several dates, but they weren’t official dates. Now he’s asked me to be his. The whole idea makes my head light and my stomach flip. I want to be his, but those exact words didn’t come of out of my mouth. My answer was a small smile and a nod, but he seemed happy with that because he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me.
If I don’t watch it, I believe that I may become completely wrapped up in him.
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Date 1/08/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 038
School started up again today. Duo and I spent the whole weekend together. I’m beginning to think that he doesn’t care that I haven’t told him how I feel yet, but in all honesty I only know I don’t want to be without him.
We tried to make our schedules match, but unfortunately something happened and we’re not in any of the same classes. This made him sad and me angry. Oh well, we have lunch together at least. Trowa is in our lunch too, but apparently Quatre is not. He seems okay with this, but I don’t see how he can be. I don’t think I could get through the day without spending those thirty minutes with Duo. It just wouldn’t be a good day otherwise.
There’s a new kid in school, his name is Benjamin. He comes from the west coast and is a bit … odd. He doesn’t seem to be very friendly and unfortunately for me, he’s in my chemistry class.
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Date 1/11/xx (Friday)
Entry: 039
Duo’s got English this semester - his worst subject. He’s asked me to help him with it, so we’ve decided that every Friday he’ll come over to do his homework. We worked on it for a bit before making out. I have to say that I’m shocked that I chose to neglect what needed to be done, but Duo was just being too adorable that I had to kiss him. Unfortunately that led to more kissing, which led to more … before we knew it, the time for him to go home had come. However, he’s still here and spending the night.
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Date 1/12/xx(Saturday)
Entry: 040
We’re getting ready to go to Hilde’s for D&D, but I wanted to write that I finally told Duo my feelings. It was just as we had snuggled up in bed together that I kissed him and told him I was very happy he was my boyfriend. His response, ‘I know.’ Why am I not surprised by that?
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Date: 1/16/xx (Wednesday)
Entry: 041
I was walking down the hall today at school and saw Duo talking with this girl by his locker. I kind of made a scene over it, but he had been flirting! He’s mine and I didn’t like the way the girl was looking at him. So now obviously the whole school knows about us. I don’t know if that’s good or not. Plus Duo was upset with me for most of the day; it wasn’t until Hilde stepped in and explained to me that he’s a natural flirt and I have nothing to worry about. It took me a bit, but I apologized to him and things were fine after that.
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Date: 1/25/xx (Friday)
Entry: 042
I just found out about something troubling today. Duo’s been having some problems with a few members of the basketball team. Apparently he’s found derogatory notes and such in his gym locker as well as receiving a few comments from fellow teammates. I asked him why he hadn’t told me and his response was that it wasn’t important. Well it is to me. I can’t believe those jerks called themselves his friends before, but now that they know he’s gay they’ve turned on him. It made me regret that day I got so upset over his flirting. If I hadn’t done that, then everything would be fine.
We’ve decided to skip studying tonight and go out together. I think we’re going to the movies and to eat. Duo’s mood has been a bit gloomy, but I can understand why. At least I know it’s not directed toward me. That would simply increase my guilt tenfold.
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Date: 1/27/xx (Sunday)
Entry: 043
Duo’s in a better mood now. This weekend was filled with us sitting and talking about each other and what’s been going on at school. I promised him that no matter what I’d stick by his side. I’ve never liked most of the people we go to school with and there truthfully is only a small handful that I trust. He told me that he felt that as long as we had each other then we could get through anything they throw at us. I feel the same.
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Date: 1/31/xx (Thursday)
Entry: 044
I got cornered today after chemistry. I’m not sure if I should tell Duo or not because it had nothing to do with him. They were picking on me because of how I look and dress. I think they thought they could have some fun beating on me, but I don’t think they realize that I could probably take them all on at once. Nothing physical happened, but I’m definitely keeping my guard up around Benjamin since he seemed to be the leader.
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Date: 2/09/xx (Saturday)
Entry: 045
The harassment seems to have abated for now. In fact, there are a lot of people who are actually standing up for us. Granted, they all think that we’re straight and everything has been blown out of proportion, but that’s fine by me. The less attention we garner the better. Although, whenever we walk down the hallway we always lock our forefingers together so that it’s not obvious that we’re holding hands.
I know it’s not been so long since we started dating, but as I was watching him sleep last night I realized just how deep my feelings for him are. I love him. This world would not be the same without him. In fact I wouldn’t want to go on knowing that he wasn’t here with me. I wanted to tell him all that this morning, but when he looked at me with his sleepy eyes all I could get out was ‘I love you.’ I suppose that’s good enough for now. It made him happy at least and if it hadn’t been for my dog needing to go to the bathroom, I have a feeling that we would have progressed past the kissing stage. Stupid dog ruined the mood. At least Valentine’s Day is this coming week, maybe we can have some alone time on Friday.
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Date: 2/17/xx (Saturday)
Entry: 046
Last night in a word was amazing.
Everything started out fairly innocently. We worked on his paper which is due next week, but I was having a hard time keeping my hands off him. My fingers would linger over his hand, I kept resting my arm on his thigh, and when I’d lean against him to get a good look at his writing my hand was always on the floor just against his ass. That was how it started. He looked at me and my hand inched its way up his back pulling him against me as it came to a rest on his shoulders.
He let me take down his hair which amazed me since no one except for himself touched it. I love how soft it is and the way it framed his face made him so beautiful. His shirt came off next and he laid back on the floor pulling me over with him. He told me how much he loves me at that moment. My stomach became jittery and I felt myself grow slightly more aroused at the sound of those words. I always knew in my heart that he loved me, but hearing him say it solidified it in my mind.
I explored every bare inch of him then, and as I worked my way down his torso he tugged at my shirt wanting to pull it from my body. I let him and then at his silent request lay down to allow him to explore me as well. His hair tickles and I had no idea that one’s nipples could be as sensitive as mine are. It wasn’t painful, but I did ejaculate once from all the pressure he built up in me. Of course I apologized completely mortified that I couldn’t hold onto it, but Duo just grinned. I chose that moment to ask him if he’d ever done anything like this before. He gave me a funny look that I interpreted as a you’re being silly expression. He told me he hadn’t, that the only thing he’d ever done was kiss a couple of girls. That was it. I was pleased with his similar lack of experience and I pushed him back onto the floor. My hand reached down and cupped him through his jeans. I could tell that he was already very hard and I wanted to see his dick standing proud and tall. I quickly unzipped his pants and pushed them open before tugging his boxers down to set him free. He lay there his chest rising and falling rapidly completely open to my perusal. My fingers slid lightly down the length of his hard cock causing it to jerk slightly. I wrapped my hand around him and began to please him. He’s not a quiet guy and I had to try and stop him from groaning too loudly with my mouth. It wasn’t long though before I was running my tongue down his length and slipping him inside my mouth. At some point Duo slid my own pants off. The moment his tongue touched my dick I lost all sense of reason. He wasn’t the least bit timid with the strokes of his hand nor his tongue and when he started sucking on my balls, I think I may have blacked out for a second. He made some sort of comment at one point, but I couldn’t really make it out I was so engrossed in the physical side of what was happening. It didn’t take long before we both came and laid together contentedly.
If being fully inside him feels half as good as it did being inside his mouth, then I can’t wait to be with him in the true sense.
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Date: 2/18/xx (Sunday)
Entry: 047
I woke up this morning with Duo practically sprawled on top of me. As much as I love him it was a bit uncomfortable, but he looked peaceful so I didn’t want to wake him. We spent most of the day making out and talking. I don’t think I’ve ever talked so much in my life. He’s the first person with whom I feel I can completely relax and be open with my thoughts. I hope that our relationship can withstand the test of time.
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Date 5/29/xx (Thursday)
Entry: 048
I realize it’s been a while since I last wrote in here. The only significant thing which has happened since the last time I wrote was that Duo and I are now lovers in every sense of the word. We’ve been taking turns sleeping over at each other’s houses and I feel that his parents may know. I don’t think they care so much … it’s mine I’m worried about.
I’ll be without Duo all Summer because he has to go to California with his family to visit his grandparents. I’m tempted to kidnap him and lock him in my closet until they leave, but he told me that he had already tried to get out of going and failed. I don’t think he wants to cross his Dad and I don’t blame him. He can be scary when he’s angry. I’m going to take some summer courses and just try to fill every moment with something so I’m not sitting and wishing Duo was here. This is going to be a very long summer. Plus I’m going to miss his birthday on the 31.
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Date: 6/30/xx (Monday)
Entry: 049
It’s been exactly one month since Duo left. We’ve talked on the phone some, but neither of us are really big on that. I want him here. Next to me. Not on the other side of the country.
I hate this summer.
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Date: 7/15/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 050
I almost punched WuFei today. I think it might be best if I have little contact with people for the remainder of this month. Duo will be back in three and a half weeks. That’s 25 days. It’s only 11am right now.
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Date: 7/20/xx (Sunday)
Entry: 051
20 days left. WuFei has a black eye now. I’m not apologizing either.
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Date: 7/22/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 052
18 days. WuFei has a second black eye. One would think that he would have learned not to say Duo’s name in my presence by now.
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Date: 8/08/xx (Friday)
Entry: 053
Duo’s coming home tomorrow.
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Date: 8/10/xx (Sunday)
Entry: 054
I met Duo and his family at the airport. I think I may have hugged him a bit longer than I should have. People were staring at us. Although his mom was very sweet about it, and said that we could finish the ‘hello’s’ back at their house.
Duo told me (after some very satisfying sex) that his mom and dad sat him down and had a talk with him. They weren’t that comfortable with the fact that he is gay at first, but they warmed to the idea when he wouldn’t stop talking about how much he loves me. I don’t know if they know about us sleeping together or not, but I won’t let anyone take away my nights with him.
School starts back up on Tuesday. We’ll be Juniors this year, and supposedly very busy with tests. Looks like Duo will need an English tutor again this year.
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Date: 8/13/xx (Wednesday)
Entry: 055
Duo and I have several classes together, but sadly we’re sitting in alphabetical order in all of them. At least we get to walk together to each of them.
Apparently, Benjamin is smarter than I thought. He’s in three of our classes. I’m not sure how I feel about this.
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Date: 8/15/xx (Friday)
Entry: 056
Duo’s spending the night with me this weekend.
I wanted to write about our little spot that we found on campus. It’s far away from all the busy main hallways and hidden quite nicely from view. We can go there any time we want and be by ourselves. I kind of got carried away today and ended up pushing him up against the wall to have my way with him. I have light bite marks on my fingers where he was trying to stay quite by sucking on them. Of course he’s got a pretty nasty bite mark on his shoulder from me.
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Date: 9/22/xx (Monday)
Entry: 057
This is bad. When I walked into the classroom this morning everyone’s attention was placed on me and a few people were whispering. I wasn’t sure what was going on until Duo showed up. Pictures of us kissing are being passed around. We’re outcasts again and this time there’s no way to pass it off as a rumor. Maybe we shouldn’t have been so bold as to go off together on campus, but this is ridiculous. I know we aren’t the first gays to go to this school, so why the big fuss? By the end of the day we were sent to the counselor - separately. I haven’t talked with Duo yet, but I swear my counselor was trying to convince me that being gay is just in my head. I’ve never been so angry at someone in my life. Plus my parents know now. I don’t know what they’re going to say to me. They’ve been talking with each other now for the past hour.
They just yelled for me to come downstairs. I have a bad feeling about this.
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Date: 9/23/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 058
They kept me home from school today and I haven’t been allowed to talk with Duo, who coincidentally yelled at my parents for not letting us talk. If they hadn’t threatened to call the police I think Duo would have come over and kidnapped me.
Yesterday was horrible. They told me that they still loved me, but were completely disgusted by my behavior. That I am a man and should act as one. They’ve not spoken to me since, with the exception of a curt ‘stay home today.’ They took away my cell phone and my land line phone. I have no way of getting in contact with Duo.
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Date: 9/24/xx (Wednesday)
Entry: 059
Duo’s parents apparently called mine today. My dad flat out told them there was nothing to speak to them about and called Duo the reason I’m gay. My parents are idiots.
Trowa came over and we talked for a bit. I gave him a note to take to Duo. It seems like this is the way we’re going to communicate for a while now. I hate this.
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Date: 10/01/xx (Wednesday)
Entry: 060
I’m being shipped off to Japan. I haven’t been in school since the picture incident. My parents decided that I would do better living with my grandparents in a small town atmosphere than here in the city. I can’t see Duo or even say goodbye to him. I’ll never forgive my parents for this. Never.
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Previous Chapters
Entries 1-2
Entries 3-7
Entries 8-17
Entries 18-34
Entries: 35-60
Pairing: 1x2
Rating: [story] R / [chapter] R
Warnings: [story] Sexuality, Sexual Situations, Angst / [chapter] Sexuality, Sexual Situtation, Angst
Summary: Heero's switched schools, and now he must learn to fit in with a much more snobby crowd.
Notes: This is a series of short journal entires.
Thanks to prussianblue1x2 for beta'ing this for me.
Date: 12/22/xx (Saturday)
Entry: 035
When I asked Duo today about his sudden shyness of last night, he laughed about it. I’m not sure what to make of it. In fact it made me feel a little agitated. Why would my questioning that make him laugh? He can be odd sometimes I believe, perhaps that’s all there is to it.
He came over to my house today and we spent the day talking and playing various games. When my mom and dad left for the store, we kissed again. It was a bit awkward at first, but once we relaxed everything changed. I have to say that although the prospect of having someone shove their tongue in your mouth is gross, it’s actually very nice.
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Date: 12/31/xx (Monday)
Entry: 036
I’m spending New Year’s with Duo. He told me he has something special planned for me at midnight. I’ve made several attempts to find out what we’ll be doing, but he just grins at me and tells me it’s a surprise. I always get nervous about surprises.
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Date: 1/01/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 037
I have to say that I was glad Duo didn’t tell me what he had in mind. His big plan for me? To sneak out and watch the city’s fireworks display over the lake. As we watched the night sky light up, he took my hand in his and held it tightly. He turned to me and in an almost sheepish way asked me to be his boyfriend. I have to admit that it caught me off guard. We’ve already been on several dates, but they weren’t official dates. Now he’s asked me to be his. The whole idea makes my head light and my stomach flip. I want to be his, but those exact words didn’t come of out of my mouth. My answer was a small smile and a nod, but he seemed happy with that because he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me.
If I don’t watch it, I believe that I may become completely wrapped up in him.
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Date 1/08/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 038
School started up again today. Duo and I spent the whole weekend together. I’m beginning to think that he doesn’t care that I haven’t told him how I feel yet, but in all honesty I only know I don’t want to be without him.
We tried to make our schedules match, but unfortunately something happened and we’re not in any of the same classes. This made him sad and me angry. Oh well, we have lunch together at least. Trowa is in our lunch too, but apparently Quatre is not. He seems okay with this, but I don’t see how he can be. I don’t think I could get through the day without spending those thirty minutes with Duo. It just wouldn’t be a good day otherwise.
There’s a new kid in school, his name is Benjamin. He comes from the west coast and is a bit … odd. He doesn’t seem to be very friendly and unfortunately for me, he’s in my chemistry class.
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Date 1/11/xx (Friday)
Entry: 039
Duo’s got English this semester - his worst subject. He’s asked me to help him with it, so we’ve decided that every Friday he’ll come over to do his homework. We worked on it for a bit before making out. I have to say that I’m shocked that I chose to neglect what needed to be done, but Duo was just being too adorable that I had to kiss him. Unfortunately that led to more kissing, which led to more … before we knew it, the time for him to go home had come. However, he’s still here and spending the night.
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Date 1/12/xx(Saturday)
Entry: 040
We’re getting ready to go to Hilde’s for D&D, but I wanted to write that I finally told Duo my feelings. It was just as we had snuggled up in bed together that I kissed him and told him I was very happy he was my boyfriend. His response, ‘I know.’ Why am I not surprised by that?
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Date: 1/16/xx (Wednesday)
Entry: 041
I was walking down the hall today at school and saw Duo talking with this girl by his locker. I kind of made a scene over it, but he had been flirting! He’s mine and I didn’t like the way the girl was looking at him. So now obviously the whole school knows about us. I don’t know if that’s good or not. Plus Duo was upset with me for most of the day; it wasn’t until Hilde stepped in and explained to me that he’s a natural flirt and I have nothing to worry about. It took me a bit, but I apologized to him and things were fine after that.
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Date: 1/25/xx (Friday)
Entry: 042
I just found out about something troubling today. Duo’s been having some problems with a few members of the basketball team. Apparently he’s found derogatory notes and such in his gym locker as well as receiving a few comments from fellow teammates. I asked him why he hadn’t told me and his response was that it wasn’t important. Well it is to me. I can’t believe those jerks called themselves his friends before, but now that they know he’s gay they’ve turned on him. It made me regret that day I got so upset over his flirting. If I hadn’t done that, then everything would be fine.
We’ve decided to skip studying tonight and go out together. I think we’re going to the movies and to eat. Duo’s mood has been a bit gloomy, but I can understand why. At least I know it’s not directed toward me. That would simply increase my guilt tenfold.
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Date: 1/27/xx (Sunday)
Entry: 043
Duo’s in a better mood now. This weekend was filled with us sitting and talking about each other and what’s been going on at school. I promised him that no matter what I’d stick by his side. I’ve never liked most of the people we go to school with and there truthfully is only a small handful that I trust. He told me that he felt that as long as we had each other then we could get through anything they throw at us. I feel the same.
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Date: 1/31/xx (Thursday)
Entry: 044
I got cornered today after chemistry. I’m not sure if I should tell Duo or not because it had nothing to do with him. They were picking on me because of how I look and dress. I think they thought they could have some fun beating on me, but I don’t think they realize that I could probably take them all on at once. Nothing physical happened, but I’m definitely keeping my guard up around Benjamin since he seemed to be the leader.
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Date: 2/09/xx (Saturday)
Entry: 045
The harassment seems to have abated for now. In fact, there are a lot of people who are actually standing up for us. Granted, they all think that we’re straight and everything has been blown out of proportion, but that’s fine by me. The less attention we garner the better. Although, whenever we walk down the hallway we always lock our forefingers together so that it’s not obvious that we’re holding hands.
I know it’s not been so long since we started dating, but as I was watching him sleep last night I realized just how deep my feelings for him are. I love him. This world would not be the same without him. In fact I wouldn’t want to go on knowing that he wasn’t here with me. I wanted to tell him all that this morning, but when he looked at me with his sleepy eyes all I could get out was ‘I love you.’ I suppose that’s good enough for now. It made him happy at least and if it hadn’t been for my dog needing to go to the bathroom, I have a feeling that we would have progressed past the kissing stage. Stupid dog ruined the mood. At least Valentine’s Day is this coming week, maybe we can have some alone time on Friday.
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Date: 2/17/xx (Saturday)
Entry: 046
Last night in a word was amazing.
Everything started out fairly innocently. We worked on his paper which is due next week, but I was having a hard time keeping my hands off him. My fingers would linger over his hand, I kept resting my arm on his thigh, and when I’d lean against him to get a good look at his writing my hand was always on the floor just against his ass. That was how it started. He looked at me and my hand inched its way up his back pulling him against me as it came to a rest on his shoulders.
He let me take down his hair which amazed me since no one except for himself touched it. I love how soft it is and the way it framed his face made him so beautiful. His shirt came off next and he laid back on the floor pulling me over with him. He told me how much he loves me at that moment. My stomach became jittery and I felt myself grow slightly more aroused at the sound of those words. I always knew in my heart that he loved me, but hearing him say it solidified it in my mind.
I explored every bare inch of him then, and as I worked my way down his torso he tugged at my shirt wanting to pull it from my body. I let him and then at his silent request lay down to allow him to explore me as well. His hair tickles and I had no idea that one’s nipples could be as sensitive as mine are. It wasn’t painful, but I did ejaculate once from all the pressure he built up in me. Of course I apologized completely mortified that I couldn’t hold onto it, but Duo just grinned. I chose that moment to ask him if he’d ever done anything like this before. He gave me a funny look that I interpreted as a you’re being silly expression. He told me he hadn’t, that the only thing he’d ever done was kiss a couple of girls. That was it. I was pleased with his similar lack of experience and I pushed him back onto the floor. My hand reached down and cupped him through his jeans. I could tell that he was already very hard and I wanted to see his dick standing proud and tall. I quickly unzipped his pants and pushed them open before tugging his boxers down to set him free. He lay there his chest rising and falling rapidly completely open to my perusal. My fingers slid lightly down the length of his hard cock causing it to jerk slightly. I wrapped my hand around him and began to please him. He’s not a quiet guy and I had to try and stop him from groaning too loudly with my mouth. It wasn’t long though before I was running my tongue down his length and slipping him inside my mouth. At some point Duo slid my own pants off. The moment his tongue touched my dick I lost all sense of reason. He wasn’t the least bit timid with the strokes of his hand nor his tongue and when he started sucking on my balls, I think I may have blacked out for a second. He made some sort of comment at one point, but I couldn’t really make it out I was so engrossed in the physical side of what was happening. It didn’t take long before we both came and laid together contentedly.
If being fully inside him feels half as good as it did being inside his mouth, then I can’t wait to be with him in the true sense.
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Date: 2/18/xx (Sunday)
Entry: 047
I woke up this morning with Duo practically sprawled on top of me. As much as I love him it was a bit uncomfortable, but he looked peaceful so I didn’t want to wake him. We spent most of the day making out and talking. I don’t think I’ve ever talked so much in my life. He’s the first person with whom I feel I can completely relax and be open with my thoughts. I hope that our relationship can withstand the test of time.
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Date 5/29/xx (Thursday)
Entry: 048
I realize it’s been a while since I last wrote in here. The only significant thing which has happened since the last time I wrote was that Duo and I are now lovers in every sense of the word. We’ve been taking turns sleeping over at each other’s houses and I feel that his parents may know. I don’t think they care so much … it’s mine I’m worried about.
I’ll be without Duo all Summer because he has to go to California with his family to visit his grandparents. I’m tempted to kidnap him and lock him in my closet until they leave, but he told me that he had already tried to get out of going and failed. I don’t think he wants to cross his Dad and I don’t blame him. He can be scary when he’s angry. I’m going to take some summer courses and just try to fill every moment with something so I’m not sitting and wishing Duo was here. This is going to be a very long summer. Plus I’m going to miss his birthday on the 31.
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Date: 6/30/xx (Monday)
Entry: 049
It’s been exactly one month since Duo left. We’ve talked on the phone some, but neither of us are really big on that. I want him here. Next to me. Not on the other side of the country.
I hate this summer.
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Date: 7/15/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 050
I almost punched WuFei today. I think it might be best if I have little contact with people for the remainder of this month. Duo will be back in three and a half weeks. That’s 25 days. It’s only 11am right now.
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Date: 7/20/xx (Sunday)
Entry: 051
20 days left. WuFei has a black eye now. I’m not apologizing either.
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Date: 7/22/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 052
18 days. WuFei has a second black eye. One would think that he would have learned not to say Duo’s name in my presence by now.
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Date: 8/08/xx (Friday)
Entry: 053
Duo’s coming home tomorrow.
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Date: 8/10/xx (Sunday)
Entry: 054
I met Duo and his family at the airport. I think I may have hugged him a bit longer than I should have. People were staring at us. Although his mom was very sweet about it, and said that we could finish the ‘hello’s’ back at their house.
Duo told me (after some very satisfying sex) that his mom and dad sat him down and had a talk with him. They weren’t that comfortable with the fact that he is gay at first, but they warmed to the idea when he wouldn’t stop talking about how much he loves me. I don’t know if they know about us sleeping together or not, but I won’t let anyone take away my nights with him.
School starts back up on Tuesday. We’ll be Juniors this year, and supposedly very busy with tests. Looks like Duo will need an English tutor again this year.
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Date: 8/13/xx (Wednesday)
Entry: 055
Duo and I have several classes together, but sadly we’re sitting in alphabetical order in all of them. At least we get to walk together to each of them.
Apparently, Benjamin is smarter than I thought. He’s in three of our classes. I’m not sure how I feel about this.
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Date: 8/15/xx (Friday)
Entry: 056
Duo’s spending the night with me this weekend.
I wanted to write about our little spot that we found on campus. It’s far away from all the busy main hallways and hidden quite nicely from view. We can go there any time we want and be by ourselves. I kind of got carried away today and ended up pushing him up against the wall to have my way with him. I have light bite marks on my fingers where he was trying to stay quite by sucking on them. Of course he’s got a pretty nasty bite mark on his shoulder from me.
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Date: 9/22/xx (Monday)
Entry: 057
This is bad. When I walked into the classroom this morning everyone’s attention was placed on me and a few people were whispering. I wasn’t sure what was going on until Duo showed up. Pictures of us kissing are being passed around. We’re outcasts again and this time there’s no way to pass it off as a rumor. Maybe we shouldn’t have been so bold as to go off together on campus, but this is ridiculous. I know we aren’t the first gays to go to this school, so why the big fuss? By the end of the day we were sent to the counselor - separately. I haven’t talked with Duo yet, but I swear my counselor was trying to convince me that being gay is just in my head. I’ve never been so angry at someone in my life. Plus my parents know now. I don’t know what they’re going to say to me. They’ve been talking with each other now for the past hour.
They just yelled for me to come downstairs. I have a bad feeling about this.
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Date: 9/23/xx (Tuesday)
Entry: 058
They kept me home from school today and I haven’t been allowed to talk with Duo, who coincidentally yelled at my parents for not letting us talk. If they hadn’t threatened to call the police I think Duo would have come over and kidnapped me.
Yesterday was horrible. They told me that they still loved me, but were completely disgusted by my behavior. That I am a man and should act as one. They’ve not spoken to me since, with the exception of a curt ‘stay home today.’ They took away my cell phone and my land line phone. I have no way of getting in contact with Duo.
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Date: 9/24/xx (Wednesday)
Entry: 059
Duo’s parents apparently called mine today. My dad flat out told them there was nothing to speak to them about and called Duo the reason I’m gay. My parents are idiots.
Trowa came over and we talked for a bit. I gave him a note to take to Duo. It seems like this is the way we’re going to communicate for a while now. I hate this.
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Date: 10/01/xx (Wednesday)
Entry: 060
I’m being shipped off to Japan. I haven’t been in school since the picture incident. My parents decided that I would do better living with my grandparents in a small town atmosphere than here in the city. I can’t see Duo or even say goodbye to him. I’ll never forgive my parents for this. Never.
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TBC
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