Oct 26, 2005 11:13
Im sitting in school right now and people have just informed me of a lot of bullshit.. i have to pick new classes and I just dont feel up to it right about now.. I have no idea what I want to major in and I cant really seem to figure out what I would want to do in the far future. Man just thinking about getting older makes me want to vomit.. I get this uneasy feeling in my stomach and sometimes it gets harder to breath, maybe i just need to quit smoking but I just dont think I can accept this steady pace of getting older. The older we get the more responsibilities arise and the more I see how unfulfilling life so far has become...
One of my contacts tore in half this morning .. I see that as an ultimate sign of bad things or maybe this time its a sign of something good..
The past two weeks my life has really been disrupted not in a bad way but its just going crazy for some strange reason. I like it though. hopefully it doesnt get frightening and blah blah .. what do you care anyway lol
well yeah Im gonna head off to my corrections class .. I missed my ever so wonderful dose of Mr. Faresei last week and I cant wait to hear what he says about authur ave this week.. I think he may just be the coolest old man with great stories and one hell of an attitude I've ever met.
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