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Nov 18, 2004 09:26

I've spent the past hour reading other people's live journals and it made me sad. I wish hurtful things didn't ever have to happen to people and people could live without pain or anguish. I wish everyone could just be happy and stay that way all the time. Things would be less complicated that way, but I guess life would be void of adventure then. Adventure is knowing the risk involved but doing it anyway. Life is an adventure.

I sound like a pining writer just jotting down random thoughts, but everyone has to have their outlet.

I guess I've just been kind of down lately- everything is just going on like normal around me but I feel like there's something more I should be doing with my life and I just have to figure out what. I'm taking next semester off of school- not quitting for good, I can't quit- just taking a break to figure out exactly what it is I want to do. I want to go out more... I want to see more and maybe I can draw more inspiration from it.

I just want to stretch my wings I guess and I feel like I'm suffocating and I can't break free.

I wish I could move away from here and make a fresh start.
Maybe Utah or Nevada.................Joshua Tree National Park, Zion National Park........
One day............................................................

I was thinking about cutting my hair really short. I don't know why though, because I hated it in high school like that, but it wasn't short enough then. (Perhaps this is just a passing thought based on the cynical mood I'm in at the moment.)
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