Jul 09, 2005 23:58
This is a journal. Yes, it is online for all to read, but it is still a journal ... a place for me to record my thoughts, feelings, and day-to-day happenings without any real persecution. You have made that impossible for me. You take everything that I say and manage to twist my words and use them to make me feel like less of a person. You can say all you want that you don't mean to make me feel that way, but your "intentions" mean nothing when you keep doing the same thing despite how many times I tell you how it makes me feel. I am done giving you ammunition for when you feel upset. I want to be able to feel comfortable expressing what I am feeling or what is happening without the fear of how you will take it. I'm not trying to hide anything, but you make me feel unsafe.
So it's strictly friends-only from here on out. Or at least until I feel differently.