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Everything, my whole world ... it's all falling apart. Everything I know is crumbling around me. I don't know what to do and I feel like I have no where to turn.
People keep telling me that this is for the best. That this is what is right. I don't know how something that is right could make me feel so miserable.
I can't seem to stop crying. I can't force myself to get up in the morning unless I have to be at work. And now that school is out, I don't know what I will do with myself. I thought ten months ago I had hit my all time low point. That I could never feel any worse than I felt at that moment. But I know that I brought that on myself ... this time I didn't and it feels a thousand times worse because of it.
People keep telling me that this is for the best. That this is what is right. I don't know how something that is right could make me feel so miserable.
I can't seem to stop crying. I can't force myself to get up in the morning unless I have to be at work. And now that school is out, I don't know what I will do with myself. I thought ten months ago I had hit my all time low point. That I could never feel any worse than I felt at that moment. But I know that I brought that on myself ... this time I didn't and it feels a thousand times worse because of it.