"he'll get over it"
i had a nice dinner last week with lancypants but the dinner was neither here nor there. it was the conversation that brought us together, though this time it was i that was in need. i that had so much to get off my chest in a brain storming, just get it all out in any order it comes kinda way. and i think the main thing that is still resonating in my mind, in my heart is his response to my fears of hurting the-other-jonathan. it was exceptionally wise and came so quick that i hardly think he knew that those were the words i needed to hear the most. im so confined in this box. and this relationship model ive found myself in simply and wholeheartedly depresses me. there ive said it.