Give me a job?

[sianish]

I am going MAD. Forbidden internet doesn't seem to be working (maybe they've caught on?) so instead i'm using forbidden Manchester Uni internet with Nicola's log in, we'll have to get it in our flat soon i can't handle it. Another thing i can't handle is no work! It's only been a few days and i've got enough money to keep alive but i get really weird and frustrated sitting at home with nothing to do. Today i went swimming to feel healthy and do something but there was a splashy man and lots of old people who moved reallly slowly so it was a bit annoying. I went into the agency yesterday and they still haven't heard from the job i want so i think i've given up with that, it's the waiting i hate i'd just rather know. The woman rang me a bit ago and said there's a 2 week job working on reception in the parole centre in Manchester's dodgiest area, haha i'd be dealing with Manchester's dodgiest criminals. So of course i said yes bring it on they can't be worse than the Centurion's dodgiest regulars. Buut it starts tomorrow and i'm graduating Friday so it doesn't look like i can do it, rahhhh. At least she knows i exist and am willing to do anything.

What has convinced me of my that i'm going a bit mad is that i just got off a bus after one stop because there was a bag left on its own not near anybody and i got scared of bombs. This is one of my biggest fears, especially now i live here. Graham told me some stuff last night and now i am really scared that something bad is going to happen. Mrrr bet you're all laughing now.