She is worth everything to me.
Sometimes I sit and think about what I would have done if you weren't in my life. I tried to invision myself going through it all alone and I couldn't. I can't see you not being with me all the time or being able to hang out with you whenever I want. I have to say that I'm still in shock. Even though a month has passed I still can't believe this. I should be able to realize that I am strong and don't always need you there, but honestly I do.
I read an entry in where you stated:
On friday my other half comes home to me.
Everyone on my friends list who has met Colleen can understand why I'm so excited. Because everyone knows what it's like to have her around. Everyone loves her.
But not near as much as I do.
Imagine how hard it is for me for her to be away. I've had her around for seven years of my life.
but she'll be home soon and that's all that matters.
The nice little things you say about me mean more then what ALOT of people say. I have always looked up to you. I have always thought of you to be a certain destiny for me. Fate brought you to me to teach more then most can learn in our time spent. I want you to be able to understand what a beautiful person you are. I hate knowing how you really feel about yourself. I see through your facades because you let me. I don't take that for granted. I wanna yell to you about how much you mean to me and how special you are. This won't even begin to explain it but I figure the tip of the ice burge will work for now. So remember you have someone that loves you more then I love anyone else. I really mean it too.
♥ B
♥ B