Wasting time
So here I am just sitting around at the moment wasting time. Okay I'm not really. I have been doing thigns today and I'll be getting back to that shortly. There's just a lot of work I need to get done this weekend before Monday. It's kinda nice since there aren't many people around here since it is Easter weekend after all. I've been working on my Spanish presentation and whatever getting the information for that together. It's a little hard since I'm reading from three books and web sources and then have to decide what information is important to include as background and what can be left out without subtracting from the overall understanding and intelligibility of the presentation. I started over taking notes a few times. More like reorganized everything several times and then decided it would be best to write it all out in Spanish now so then I just have to transfer the important parts onto my notecards and the rest will be all ready to put on the note cards. Slick huh? Well I certainly thought so, so if you happen to disagree then piss off! like the sign on my door says *giggles*
Anyway where was I? Yes it's quiet and I've just been working along and listening to my new cd. I :heart: it *giggles* called and yapped with a friend a little, but what else is new about that?
And the kinda sadish news is that I'm pretty sure I'm not going to Spain this summer, but that just means next summer. The good news is I'm going to go traveling anyway. Not too far, just to Cali for a few weeks to visit my friend Jon from band who is going to school out there. He invited me to go visit and stay since we haven't seen eachother in years. Literally. After I graduated and went to school then I couldn't go to camp anymore and was wrapt up in school with no car I could use to visit people. Then he graduated and moved out to Cali to study marine biology and we kinda lost touch. He visited on tuesday and we talked a lot about what happened in the past years, but a few hours isn't enough to make up for years of separation. There's too much to tell, too much to do and we basically have to get to know eachother all over again. It will be fun and I'll be able to get away for a little bit and see someone who at least once was a really close friend of mine. Either way it's going to be great, whether I go to spain or not I'll do a little traveling and have fun :D what I don't do this year, I can do the next. Spain, after all, isn't going anywhere.
And in case I haven't mentioned I love my CD. Now on to other things. I'm feeling a lot better. A little off balance but getting better every day as my body evens itself out. The good news is there isn't anything wrong with me other than the end of the semester and I let myself get uber stressed so even with the meds my body went back to it's old ways. I've started being a little better about my meditations and taking some time out just for myself and things have been evening out. The bleeding stoped a little over a week ago and things are setteling down. Everynow and then I feel a little... off I guess is the only way to discribe it. But those moments are getting fewer and farther between :D I'm just glad that nothing serious was wrong with me. Then I managed to get a little food poisoning YAY not really. I should have known better than to eat what I did but I ate it anyway so I kinda deserve it I suppose. If I'm going to go and do stupid things I better not complain about the consequences should I?
Anyway back to my CD. I love it!! esp this one song Two for Tragedy, thats what I'm listeing to now. Just becuase I want to prcrastinate a little bit longer here are the lyrics to the song
Sleep Eden sleep
My fallen son
Slumber in peace
Cease the pain
Life`s just in vain
For us to gain
Nothing but all the same
No healing hand
For your disease
Drinking scorn like water
Cascading with my tears
Beneath the candle bed
Two saddened angels-in heaven, in death
Now let us lie
Sad we lived sad we die
Even in your pride
I never blamed you
A mother`s love
Is a sacrifice
Together sleeping
Keeping it all
No sympathy
No eternity
One light for each undeserved tear
Beneath the candle bed
Two souls with everything yet to be said
It's lovely and I'm not just saying that becuase there are some lovely flute solo's in it. Well, okay so thats a factor but it's not the only reason. *sighs happily* It's just a really soothing song to listen to actually though you might not think that looking at the lyrics but it's true. One of my new favorite groups becuase they are so different from everything else out there now. I mean I hate listening to most music now becuase to me it all sounds the same. One group bleeds into another, into another. Thats one of the things that drew me to Vas, since they have an entirely different sound and style all their own. And so does Nightwish. At least as far as I know. It's nothing that i've listened to before exactly so if you know of some other group thats similar then share lol. anyway thats more than enough rambeling for me I think. Buh bye!
Anyway where was I? Yes it's quiet and I've just been working along and listening to my new cd. I :heart: it *giggles* called and yapped with a friend a little, but what else is new about that?
And the kinda sadish news is that I'm pretty sure I'm not going to Spain this summer, but that just means next summer. The good news is I'm going to go traveling anyway. Not too far, just to Cali for a few weeks to visit my friend Jon from band who is going to school out there. He invited me to go visit and stay since we haven't seen eachother in years. Literally. After I graduated and went to school then I couldn't go to camp anymore and was wrapt up in school with no car I could use to visit people. Then he graduated and moved out to Cali to study marine biology and we kinda lost touch. He visited on tuesday and we talked a lot about what happened in the past years, but a few hours isn't enough to make up for years of separation. There's too much to tell, too much to do and we basically have to get to know eachother all over again. It will be fun and I'll be able to get away for a little bit and see someone who at least once was a really close friend of mine. Either way it's going to be great, whether I go to spain or not I'll do a little traveling and have fun :D what I don't do this year, I can do the next. Spain, after all, isn't going anywhere.
And in case I haven't mentioned I love my CD. Now on to other things. I'm feeling a lot better. A little off balance but getting better every day as my body evens itself out. The good news is there isn't anything wrong with me other than the end of the semester and I let myself get uber stressed so even with the meds my body went back to it's old ways. I've started being a little better about my meditations and taking some time out just for myself and things have been evening out. The bleeding stoped a little over a week ago and things are setteling down. Everynow and then I feel a little... off I guess is the only way to discribe it. But those moments are getting fewer and farther between :D I'm just glad that nothing serious was wrong with me. Then I managed to get a little food poisoning YAY not really. I should have known better than to eat what I did but I ate it anyway so I kinda deserve it I suppose. If I'm going to go and do stupid things I better not complain about the consequences should I?
Anyway back to my CD. I love it!! esp this one song Two for Tragedy, thats what I'm listeing to now. Just becuase I want to prcrastinate a little bit longer here are the lyrics to the song
Sleep Eden sleep
My fallen son
Slumber in peace
Cease the pain
Life`s just in vain
For us to gain
Nothing but all the same
No healing hand
For your disease
Drinking scorn like water
Cascading with my tears
Beneath the candle bed
Two saddened angels-in heaven, in death
Now let us lie
Sad we lived sad we die
Even in your pride
I never blamed you
A mother`s love
Is a sacrifice
Together sleeping
Keeping it all
No sympathy
No eternity
One light for each undeserved tear
Beneath the candle bed
Two souls with everything yet to be said
It's lovely and I'm not just saying that becuase there are some lovely flute solo's in it. Well, okay so thats a factor but it's not the only reason. *sighs happily* It's just a really soothing song to listen to actually though you might not think that looking at the lyrics but it's true. One of my new favorite groups becuase they are so different from everything else out there now. I mean I hate listening to most music now becuase to me it all sounds the same. One group bleeds into another, into another. Thats one of the things that drew me to Vas, since they have an entirely different sound and style all their own. And so does Nightwish. At least as far as I know. It's nothing that i've listened to before exactly so if you know of some other group thats similar then share lol. anyway thats more than enough rambeling for me I think. Buh bye!