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So my best friend in the whole wide world just left for korea for the next fuck all X amount of years. I really feel like i just lost a part of myself. Everyone has friends and everyone has good friends but everyone only has one or two best friends. The ones that understand why you're so fucked up and why you are the way you are like exactly why the way you are. whether it be abusive dads or fucked up sexual predator uncles or anything. Just that deep dark shit you only tell to like one or two people you're entire life. I feel like i just lost the 4th leg of the table that is me and now i'm all topsy turvey. its not even like we drifted apart and the schism was created by differences, no we just took different life paths and they happened to diverge at this point. It sucks that there is nothing you can do to change that fact