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So, I really hate posting long woe is my LJ entries but who knows, perhaps doing this will actually make me feel better about all the fucked up stuff thats been going on. So, In the interest of preserving my integrity I'll put all the boring shit behind a cut
So, the story goes: I am totally infatuated with my best friends ex, and she with me. Only catch? My best friend who is in Europe for the next 6 weeks is being a fucking douche chill and telling me to back off. Keep in mind he dated her for a grand total of 4 weeks and neither of them really felt a thing for one another, but no, I have to back off because he has "unfinished business" with her; which pretty much means he'll try and fuck her when he gets home. srsly? So yeah now I'm going through this quagmire of emotions. Wondering if I should just tell my friend to fuck himself and go for it or what. Because I'm usually down for the whole bros before ho's ideologies; however, I think I could see myself settling down with this girl, I mean I'm 20 and probably not anywhere near ready to get married, but still, I could see it with her. Plus through all of this I've stopped smoking completely so I have that to deal with coupled with the desire to put my fist through a wall every time I see the girl of my dreams
/getfuckedup
So, the story goes: I am totally infatuated with my best friends ex, and she with me. Only catch? My best friend who is in Europe for the next 6 weeks is being a fucking douche chill and telling me to back off. Keep in mind he dated her for a grand total of 4 weeks and neither of them really felt a thing for one another, but no, I have to back off because he has "unfinished business" with her; which pretty much means he'll try and fuck her when he gets home. srsly? So yeah now I'm going through this quagmire of emotions. Wondering if I should just tell my friend to fuck himself and go for it or what. Because I'm usually down for the whole bros before ho's ideologies; however, I think I could see myself settling down with this girl, I mean I'm 20 and probably not anywhere near ready to get married, but still, I could see it with her. Plus through all of this I've stopped smoking completely so I have that to deal with coupled with the desire to put my fist through a wall every time I see the girl of my dreams
/getfuckedup