What a weight off the shoulders!
Today is my last final day at home. I am sorry that I didn't hang with all of guys. I just didn't have enough time to do everything that I wanted to do. Once again I am sorry! Please don't be mad at me.
Today I went out on a "date" with Inga, brother, and Jennifer. They were pushing for Inga and I to hook up and make another "good couple". So that mom can stop worrying about me not finding anyone who is worthy to be in my family. (Worthy is not the right word, however I couldn't think of another word). They were just giving me and Inga a hard time. Inga and I made excuses after excuses after another why we were not together. I asked my brother and Jennifer to lay off and they explained why they were giving us a hard time. It's the fact that we are all up in arms about it and we are just being teased about it. It's like we are back in High school. Oh well. Jennifer got too drunk while waiting for all of us to arrive at P.F. Chang's in Grapevine. So Doug drove her car, I drove Doug's Mustang, and Inga drove the Jeep. I like how the Mustang handles and how good it feels to drive it! Anyways, we get to their apartment and deal with the dogs going to the restroom in the bathroom. So that was interesting to hear my brother curse under his breath. Sometimes those dogs just can't stop themselves, lol. I got a few minutes alone with my brother. I told him, that I was gay. He was glad that I told him, and that nothing has changed between me and him. He said that when he got home and started to think what our relationship was and how it is, he said that he was realizing things. He figured that I was, but he wanted to hear me tell him. He said that he was proud of me for telling him. He asked if he made it hard for me to tell him. I said kind of... since he is a lot like dad. He said that he was sorry for that. However, he still loved me and that he will forever love me. I am his brother and nothing will change that. He said that he will try and help me to get through telling mom and dad. He won't say anything to them. He will wait for me to break the ice with them. If anything goes wrong like my mom and dad won't talk to me afterward then he will still be there, through thick and thin. That makes me feel like my brother and I are really brothers. I am extremely happy.
It feels so much better. I don't have something that I am hiding from my brother. It feels really good. He said that he will be making gay jokes toward me cuz that's what big brothers do. whatever, I don't care.
YAY!
SIAKO
Today I went out on a "date" with Inga, brother, and Jennifer. They were pushing for Inga and I to hook up and make another "good couple". So that mom can stop worrying about me not finding anyone who is worthy to be in my family. (Worthy is not the right word, however I couldn't think of another word). They were just giving me and Inga a hard time. Inga and I made excuses after excuses after another why we were not together. I asked my brother and Jennifer to lay off and they explained why they were giving us a hard time. It's the fact that we are all up in arms about it and we are just being teased about it. It's like we are back in High school. Oh well. Jennifer got too drunk while waiting for all of us to arrive at P.F. Chang's in Grapevine. So Doug drove her car, I drove Doug's Mustang, and Inga drove the Jeep. I like how the Mustang handles and how good it feels to drive it! Anyways, we get to their apartment and deal with the dogs going to the restroom in the bathroom. So that was interesting to hear my brother curse under his breath. Sometimes those dogs just can't stop themselves, lol. I got a few minutes alone with my brother. I told him, that I was gay. He was glad that I told him, and that nothing has changed between me and him. He said that when he got home and started to think what our relationship was and how it is, he said that he was realizing things. He figured that I was, but he wanted to hear me tell him. He said that he was proud of me for telling him. He asked if he made it hard for me to tell him. I said kind of... since he is a lot like dad. He said that he was sorry for that. However, he still loved me and that he will forever love me. I am his brother and nothing will change that. He said that he will try and help me to get through telling mom and dad. He won't say anything to them. He will wait for me to break the ice with them. If anything goes wrong like my mom and dad won't talk to me afterward then he will still be there, through thick and thin. That makes me feel like my brother and I are really brothers. I am extremely happy.
It feels so much better. I don't have something that I am hiding from my brother. It feels really good. He said that he will be making gay jokes toward me cuz that's what big brothers do. whatever, I don't care.
YAY!
SIAKO