May 13, 2006 23:25
I'm getting drunk tonight.
I am alone in the apartment. You know the greatest feeling in the world is? Your best friend not telling you that she is getting engaged with her boyfriend. I mean you would think she would call you and tell you the good news... but I guess that I'm not that important in her life. I mean I'm not leaving there anymore, I am not at an arm's lengths away. I can see, I mean I haven't talked to her since I came back from leave this year. I feel real good right now. Makes me feel real important. I mean, I had to find out on her live journal, rather than her calling me and telling me. I bet she told other people, like liz and her parents. Not me... I don't mean anything to her... and it shows... great... so I lost a friend... Wonderful... Whatever...
So I am in the apartment alone, and I am getting drunk on Coors. I thought beer would take shorter time to hit me, but I was wrong. I have been drinking for awhile, I guess it the pace that I have been going. I mean I have been drinking since 6 here in good ol' washington. and it's about, 12. *shrugs* ok... laters
SIAKO