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So I haven't been posting because I'm going through one of those paranoid things again where I'm like "oh god what if people find out I have an LJ" and because I suddenly have a social life (I know! I'm surprised too) and I am tired.
And because I am apparently incapable of writing in non-run-on sentences. Idk.
Going out to see people is great - especially now that the things that were bothering me have been mostly worked out and I'm not moping all over everyone - but I think I've overscheduled myself. I have places to go Monday, Wednesday, Saturday, and Sunday, and a floating engagement once a week. This doesn't allow me to both see anyone outside of the SCA/gaming crowd and have time for myself - I mean, it barely allows me time for myself, period. I'm going to have to figure out how to gracefully leave some of these things, or at least move to a guest starring role. I'll be one of the stops they pull out for sweeps! Yeah.
Also, it's like 4:30 and I've had a grand total of toast to eat today. And I've yet to figure out how to buy myself a fan and transport it home without the use of a car, 'cause it's way too hot to sleep in my room.
Maybe I'll be less whiny later.
And because I am apparently incapable of writing in non-run-on sentences. Idk.
Going out to see people is great - especially now that the things that were bothering me have been mostly worked out and I'm not moping all over everyone - but I think I've overscheduled myself. I have places to go Monday, Wednesday, Saturday, and Sunday, and a floating engagement once a week. This doesn't allow me to both see anyone outside of the SCA/gaming crowd and have time for myself - I mean, it barely allows me time for myself, period. I'm going to have to figure out how to gracefully leave some of these things, or at least move to a guest starring role. I'll be one of the stops they pull out for sweeps! Yeah.
Also, it's like 4:30 and I've had a grand total of toast to eat today. And I've yet to figure out how to buy myself a fan and transport it home without the use of a car, 'cause it's way too hot to sleep in my room.
Maybe I'll be less whiny later.