lost my couples' ring naoya bought me
i looked for 40min as soon as i dropped it. that's the totally weird part; i dropped it right outside my dorm building and couldn't find it at all
i looked again for 30min after i had done some homework, eventually had lauren, christian, ian and gene out there looking for a bit. and at one point, one of the maintenance guys had a metal detector looking for it (guess i looked so pathetic digging through the leaves on the ground they decided to help)
do not understand. do not want. i cried after i looked for it the first time; you tell me 'it's just a ring, it's only a symbol' when the only physical presence i have of naoya are little things like that ring.
put up a 'LOST' ad in the student internet area, with a reward for whoever returned it. it would be weird for someone to keep it anyway; it wasn't physically worth much & it had our anniversary carved into the side.
angst angst angst
(my mom was sad for me, too; sad enough to say 'i'll buy you two new matching rings!!' haha, mom ♥)
it was my mom's birthday yesterday
she's 42 now(
)
this weekend i'm going home with the same people that went to lauren/christian's house two weekends ago
package from yesasia was sent out on the 16th.
and even though i ordered it at the beginning of the month, they didn't take the money out until the 20th.
after they sent it out? right
just 'cos
ryo & (because he reads this sometimes and i really would pick him over ryo, wtf, no question about it) my naoya
jj lin's new album, sixology? big bang's number 1?
yes
winars they are.
feeling
trying to make sentences for 中文功課
listening to
Haru Haru by Big Bang