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back in the states, at my parents house.
hating it. not because it's the states, but.
take a guess. jesus.
being with him is the easiest thing in the world. he is so much of my comfort and he doesn't even have to do anything. loving him was so easy, i doubted that i really did when i relationship went into the depths of being 'serious'. there was never 'fiery passion' in our relationship; and i don't think there should have been. both of us are too relaxed for that.
of course i'm young. i have minimal experience of my own with relationships. i've also been through a lot in my life so far at the hands of my once very unstable parents.
but.
again, without my mom i don't know where i'd be right now.
that i have her support for everything i do, including this relationship...what words do i have for that?
excuse me while i go spout celine dion lyrics.
about housing.
my mom called and questioned them, got the answers i already knew. i move in sunday, so lauren and i are going to try to switch with one of her roommates into the room i would be living in. even if it's not allowed until 'moving week'. however--mom tells me dad is mad over this, and is going to call them monday. if there's one thing i can count on with my father, it's his anger to motivate him and his frugality concerning money.
feeling
listening to
No Air by Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown
hating it. not because it's the states, but.
take a guess. jesus.
being with him is the easiest thing in the world. he is so much of my comfort and he doesn't even have to do anything. loving him was so easy, i doubted that i really did when i relationship went into the depths of being 'serious'. there was never 'fiery passion' in our relationship; and i don't think there should have been. both of us are too relaxed for that.
of course i'm young. i have minimal experience of my own with relationships. i've also been through a lot in my life so far at the hands of my once very unstable parents.
but.
again, without my mom i don't know where i'd be right now.
that i have her support for everything i do, including this relationship...what words do i have for that?
excuse me while i go spout celine dion lyrics.
about housing.
my mom called and questioned them, got the answers i already knew. i move in sunday, so lauren and i are going to try to switch with one of her roommates into the room i would be living in. even if it's not allowed until 'moving week'. however--mom tells me dad is mad over this, and is going to call them monday. if there's one thing i can count on with my father, it's his anger to motivate him and his frugality concerning money.
feeling
listening to
No Air by Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown