tomorrow~
my contacts have been doing funny things to my eyes. for now, i shouldn't wear them, i think. :( i hate wearing my glasses. 
i hope i don't have an infection. ew. an infection in my eye? bleh.
work: love it.
i don't know if i really do like it, or the last job i had in comparison was just so bad that this one seems fantastic. either way, time doesn't seem to drag when i'm there, and i get free drinks when i'm working and one after/before work. feeding the addiction.
i go to pick naoya up from the airport tomorrow night :)
if he's not tired, we'll go to dinner & watch a movie.
i watched ep.01 of Last Friends. my second drama (coffee prince being my first that i watched a year ago). drama n00b! (though acky gave me suggestions, so i'll start working on those after last friend) i'm just bad w. tv shows, i don't like being forced to watch something at a certain time each week or just plain sitting in front of the tv for long, haha. so dling is good.
anyway, so is this drama. so good. ryo's in it! yay ryo. not yay at his role so much. watching it makes me feel uncomfortable in a 'good' way, if that makes sense. it's srs biz. all the way through, which may be why i like it. funny is okay, but seriousness pulled off w/o seeming overdramatic is my hook, line & sinker. what do you do when someone you love abuses you? i can understand completely sticking around even after he hits you. i hope i wouldn't (i hope i wouldn't get in that situation), but i can see where wanting to comes from. when something like that would happen, it's like being betrayed and discovering the person you love isn't real, like they died and this other person stepped in and took over the body that once held someone you card about so much. but because they're not really dead, you hope that was only a one-time thing and that it was a mistake and that person isn't really a fake.
the whole idea of it makes me really, inexplicably sad.
maybe because i could see that being me. (not that my boyfriend is abusive at all, just to make that clear)
this meme is kinda fun, if you guys wanna do itComment if you want me to screencap something on my computer, I'll post the pictures in my next entry!
- mimei mentioned this version of the omgwowz replay song from shinee. SHINee. whatever. i keep going back and forth between that one and the original version.
this girl is awesome. thanks @ her and mimei.
feeling
~
listening to
Prisoner Of Love by 宇多田ヒカル
i hope i don't have an infection. ew. an infection in my eye? bleh.
work: love it.
i don't know if i really do like it, or the last job i had in comparison was just so bad that this one seems fantastic. either way, time doesn't seem to drag when i'm there, and i get free drinks when i'm working and one after/before work. feeding the addiction.
i go to pick naoya up from the airport tomorrow night :)
if he's not tired, we'll go to dinner & watch a movie.
i watched ep.01 of Last Friends. my second drama (coffee prince being my first that i watched a year ago). drama n00b! (though acky gave me suggestions, so i'll start working on those after last friend) i'm just bad w. tv shows, i don't like being forced to watch something at a certain time each week or just plain sitting in front of the tv for long, haha. so dling is good.
anyway, so is this drama. so good. ryo's in it! yay ryo. not yay at his role so much. watching it makes me feel uncomfortable in a 'good' way, if that makes sense. it's srs biz. all the way through, which may be why i like it. funny is okay, but seriousness pulled off w/o seeming overdramatic is my hook, line & sinker. what do you do when someone you love abuses you? i can understand completely sticking around even after he hits you. i hope i wouldn't (i hope i wouldn't get in that situation), but i can see where wanting to comes from. when something like that would happen, it's like being betrayed and discovering the person you love isn't real, like they died and this other person stepped in and took over the body that once held someone you card about so much. but because they're not really dead, you hope that was only a one-time thing and that it was a mistake and that person isn't really a fake.
the whole idea of it makes me really, inexplicably sad.
maybe because i could see that being me. (not that my boyfriend is abusive at all, just to make that clear)
this meme is kinda fun, if you guys wanna do itComment if you want me to screencap something on my computer, I'll post the pictures in my next entry!
- mimei mentioned this version of the omgwowz replay song from shinee. SHINee. whatever. i keep going back and forth between that one and the original version.
this girl is awesome. thanks @ her and mimei.
feeling
~
listening to
Prisoner Of Love by 宇多田ヒカル