PMSing?

[shzwah]

I had a really great dream last night...I hate how things I want to happen in real life only happen in my dreams, and they leave me aching for the rest of the day.

I'm trying to have a good cry right now, so I can get it out of my system and go back to being myself in a fake attempt at contentment and strength.

I hate having glimpses of things I can't have.

I hurt.